So this is SuMmEr?!?

[ammonator]

hi me. hi everyone. well i havent updated since before my summer began. florida was a fun time, im glad i had time to rebond with smith, it had been way too long since we spent some quality time. so i guess this is the point when my life is supposed to change, and well i dont think it will...im tired but i feel i should write...i feel very confused

Comments

[matmaiden]

AMMONNNNNNNNNNN I missed you super much dude!!!

I totally know what you mean. Welcome the the Female Life of Raging Insecurity and Hormones!!! Yes, we always let our "petty emotions steer throught the sea" of our lives. It happens man. But hey, at least you recognize it! If you find a solution, please let me know, as I sure would like some peace................anyway, give me a call anytime if you ever need to talk!! 972.824.9047

[chriata]

i know what you mean about letting emotions steer you through life, thats my big problem. i know you want to make your family proud, and im sure to an extent you are, but you have to realize that its going to take some time. right now it seems that i cant do anything right for my family either, but i think it comes with the age. we are so ready to leave home right now and thats all that's set in our minds, so we probably arnt really looking out for our own best interests right now, or at least i know im not. we just want to get out and be free!! haha that probably made no sense and you might think im just really stupid, but thats how i feel about life right now. getting through your rebellious stage will also take some time, but i know you have the strength and will power to do it, so DONT GIVE UP!!!

AND always know this, you have tons of family and friends who love you, no matter what you do... that should make so so so you happy!
i love you and you can always talk to me about anything!!

[mendedwing]

hey ammon
just wanted to say a few things. first of all, i think you are awesome and a totally amazing person. just because i dont always think that you make the best of choices doestn mean that i look down on you as a person. i truly do love you kiddo. just wanted to tell you that. lol sorry if it was extremely random. i hope you are doing wonderfully i am leaving for camp tomorrow but ill see you when i get back hopefully. later kid
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