beauty's face let shame no more cover
So i know i have been a stranger so here's my most recent reflection:
I was reading in judges 6 about gidian and at one place it talks about not being afraid of other gods and i thought back to a conversation earlier that day with my friend jennine talking about something related to beauty and i got to thinking that beauty can be a god to some people and i know that so i wonder if i have been afaid of it in my own life or maybe afraid of it's standards so my thought is wondering if ihave been avoiding personal beauty in my own life because i'm afraid of it's standards that i feel that i don't feel i'd ever measure up to so i just said i know that God doesn't look at those worldly standards so i don't care either and i don't value looks but i wonder if this sneaks into the reason why which connects to the whole shame topic that I heard about dealing with this weekend
i don't know what i'll do with this thought but this is where i'm at today
I was reading in judges 6 about gidian and at one place it talks about not being afraid of other gods and i thought back to a conversation earlier that day with my friend jennine talking about something related to beauty and i got to thinking that beauty can be a god to some people and i know that so i wonder if i have been afaid of it in my own life or maybe afraid of it's standards so my thought is wondering if ihave been avoiding personal beauty in my own life because i'm afraid of it's standards that i feel that i don't feel i'd ever measure up to so i just said i know that God doesn't look at those worldly standards so i don't care either and i don't value looks but i wonder if this sneaks into the reason why which connects to the whole shame topic that I heard about dealing with this weekend
i don't know what i'll do with this thought but this is where i'm at today