-We can say what hasnt been said.........

Apr 01, 2005 14:23

-First off let me say this, i love the spring weather.. i am so much happier now that i get to wear my fucking flip flops. Everything is going good with my life. Although i would of liked to relax a little more this vacation i still had fun and made some money. I helped my dad move, i worked with my step-dad which sucked ass cuz there were these narrow basement steps and i had to carry buckets of concrete up them.. i was so effin tired, but i made it through and it pays good. Then we worked on the c.d's and got everything together (but ill get farther in to that later). Everything is going good girl wise, well kinda its just that the little things that used to eat me up for days dont bother me anymore... which is great cuz now i just shake it off, and it made me realizzze "this girls a bitch, what did i see in her?" which is great cuz i have been waiting for the day that i would feel like this.. and im so so so glad i do. Now like i said im all about moving on, and yes there is alot of cute girls that are amazing, and i have alot of fun with them everytime im around them, theres just one girl that i actually like now. Like i have fun, and feel comfortable around her. As a matter of fact last night we were talking for so long, and it only seemed like 5 minutes. You know usually you get in conversations where you have the awkward silence, but this girls is amazing, and right now she deserves so much better then what shes at.. whether better would be with me or not, i still would like her to get so much better, cuz she is an amazing girl. Whether our relationship stays at me having a crush on her remains to be seen, but i would really like a chance with this girl it would be amazing.

Now that im just waiting for a girl, everything is going good with my friends though, especially the alden crew. When im oustide doing whatever with Ryan and Ben, and even laports lil bro, it feels like im back at home again. You know like although i moved 4 years ago, it still feels like home here, we still act like little kids, always having fun, regardless of what ideas we use to have fun.. and yah looking back we have done stupid shit, but at the time we have fun, and thats all that matters. Take for examlple my jackass friend cough cough ryan, threw a golf ball at my shin today, im just like wow ur an ass.. anyone else i would of been pissed.. but we always have so much fun together. im glad my dad stayed in alden.
I havnt seen much of Laport lately, but to fill you in (whether you know or not) we were in a band "another minute late" and when laport got grounded i started playing with reed and dustin and we formed Highlight Victory.. now that laport got ungrounded his parents did want him hanging out with reed.. what was i going to do quit HV.. nah. We worked to hard to have me quit. Plus i didnt want too. Reed and Dustin and i all get along good... and like i said yah laport is my best friend, i wasnt going to do that. Laport has a damn creative mind, and he will blow you all away when you see him play.

HV- we have the c.d's done and it took foreverto get em all together.. it was a pain in the ass, but it feels awesome to have our own c.d's. and tomarrow is the release show. so everyone go. you will deff make my day.. were playing with symptoms of view, and nymbis too so it will be good.. im looking forward to seeing all my friends again too...........................................................................

* heres to hoping the movies are awesome sunday.........

*DERRIK
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