have you ever been so afraid that you dare not move forward??

I know this feeling I'm having is not the same..
mortal danger is too extreme...
but right now,
I'm scared....

why?
I don't know...
a lot of things happen in this world that makes me scared...
my heart beats weirdly these days...
so many things I hate that it actually eating me in the ( Read more... )

the first time ever!!

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