A strange wind
I have had to deal with much in the last few days, weeks and even months. I met a girl on-line with whom I have so much in common, yet we are different enough to have it be still a great thing. She is beautiful, funny, intoxicating and yes, scrumptious ;) I find myself unable to get her out of my head and I hope to continue talking with her and building on what we have. We have both tested each other greatly in the last few weeks and made the other unhappy and upset at times. We have weathered these things though like a couple in a relationship does and have come out only stronger and stronger because of it.
I know I was sent to her to help her find God and to help her manage and deal with the inequities in her life. She is doing the same for me though not as directly as I am for her. I told her information yesterday that hurt her but information that had to be brought into the light. Tonight I will bring the final piece of the puzzle that is me to light and how she takes it I can only guess. I want her to know that my feelings for her are true and stronger than I could have ever imagined considering that only 2 months ago she was a name in a game and the occasional voice I heard in that game. Now she means more to me than I can possibly describe even in words. I want her to know that I think I am falling in love with her and because of that I hope the news I share with her, and have shared with her, will only show her that more even though it hurts. I only hope things go well tonight and the situation works out in the end. I know it is God's will and we can only do what that will directs us to do. I know I was sent to her by Him for a reason and I'm starting to think there is more of a reason than what I initially thought. I can't explain it more than that.
To the one I'm typing this too, know this, I think I love you and I want you to know that.
Charles
I know I was sent to her to help her find God and to help her manage and deal with the inequities in her life. She is doing the same for me though not as directly as I am for her. I told her information yesterday that hurt her but information that had to be brought into the light. Tonight I will bring the final piece of the puzzle that is me to light and how she takes it I can only guess. I want her to know that my feelings for her are true and stronger than I could have ever imagined considering that only 2 months ago she was a name in a game and the occasional voice I heard in that game. Now she means more to me than I can possibly describe even in words. I want her to know that I think I am falling in love with her and because of that I hope the news I share with her, and have shared with her, will only show her that more even though it hurts. I only hope things go well tonight and the situation works out in the end. I know it is God's will and we can only do what that will directs us to do. I know I was sent to her by Him for a reason and I'm starting to think there is more of a reason than what I initially thought. I can't explain it more than that.
To the one I'm typing this too, know this, I think I love you and I want you to know that.
Charles