A Brighter Day
Well I have finally accepted the fact that I must do something that I haven't wanted to do. I have realized a decision that must be done in order for me to be able to solve the current crisis I am in and get my life in order. I will have much to do in order to straighten out the situation and I know the road won't be easy. They say once you hit rock bottom the only way is up but I know that I must go a few more notches down in order to reach the bottom and begin my ascension back up. I am willing to accept that and I'm willing to take the consequences of my actions/decisions. I haven't arrived at this decision lightly nor do I think throwing something as serious as this around just for the sake of throwing it around is right. I believe that my decision is the only thing that will make future happiness possible for both parties involved. I can only speculate about future happiness but with God I know all things are possible and that in the end what must be will be.
I am at a point in my life where I must make hard choices and I have found many of those choices not only hard, but almost unbearable. :( The plus side to all of this is that I am starting to gain confidence back and feel stronger and better about myself. I can also see shades of a possible future where I can be happier and more fulfilled than I ever thought possible :) I still have such a hard road ahead but right now I think I can take that road and be able to weather the hardships on it better.
I am at a point in my life where I must make hard choices and I have found many of those choices not only hard, but almost unbearable. :( The plus side to all of this is that I am starting to gain confidence back and feel stronger and better about myself. I can also see shades of a possible future where I can be happier and more fulfilled than I ever thought possible :) I still have such a hard road ahead but right now I think I can take that road and be able to weather the hardships on it better.