i know you hate that
so friday was all sad and i knew i was going to be home alone for the whole weekend and it made me ever sadder but then saturday morning my brother showed up and i was bored so i asked him for a drum lesson (i haven't played in months) and so i ended up playing for like 4 hours yesterday and honestly, it took my mind off of things so well.
then later i saw hitchhiker's with danielle and goddamn, it was better than i could have ever imagined!! mos def is my hero. he was just... hilarious. keep your fingers crossed and pray they make "restaurant..."!
so i was sort of scared last night because even though i don't mind being home alone, what i really hate is sleeping home alone b/c i dunno, i'm paranoid, like what if something happened? who knows, but anyways, so i barricaded myself in my room and ended up going to bed early anyways.
but then this morning i woke up at like 9 or so and went downstairs b/c i remembered i had left on the living room lights last night and i was gonna turn them off but when i got there they were already turned off.... so then i was super scared for like 30 seconds b/c i KNEW i hadn't turned them off, so i ran to the window and saw that my brother ended up coming home last night after i had gone to sleep. so all that time i was so scared of sleeping home alone and my brother was upstairs the whole time. i felt very foolish. haha...
so then i practiced on the drums for about 2 hours just now and seriously, i'm in a fantastic mood because of it. it's like, it takes all of my concentration and i need to be constantly counting in my head so there's no room for any other thoughts in there. what a good day it's been. and today i believe my lai will be arriving, so my life will improve like 6 notches just for that.
ciao
then later i saw hitchhiker's with danielle and goddamn, it was better than i could have ever imagined!! mos def is my hero. he was just... hilarious. keep your fingers crossed and pray they make "restaurant..."!
so i was sort of scared last night because even though i don't mind being home alone, what i really hate is sleeping home alone b/c i dunno, i'm paranoid, like what if something happened? who knows, but anyways, so i barricaded myself in my room and ended up going to bed early anyways.
but then this morning i woke up at like 9 or so and went downstairs b/c i remembered i had left on the living room lights last night and i was gonna turn them off but when i got there they were already turned off.... so then i was super scared for like 30 seconds b/c i KNEW i hadn't turned them off, so i ran to the window and saw that my brother ended up coming home last night after i had gone to sleep. so all that time i was so scared of sleeping home alone and my brother was upstairs the whole time. i felt very foolish. haha...
so then i practiced on the drums for about 2 hours just now and seriously, i'm in a fantastic mood because of it. it's like, it takes all of my concentration and i need to be constantly counting in my head so there's no room for any other thoughts in there. what a good day it's been. and today i believe my lai will be arriving, so my life will improve like 6 notches just for that.
ciao