Apr 26, 2005 14:49
ok so this myspace bullshit is too addicting.... its like... you start looking at your friends and then they've got friends who you haven't seen in years and suddenly you're networking out in cyberspace and feel like some creepy voyer out there spying on the people you used to be friends with... originally i was like "well i'm not going to actually use this..." but i was so effing bored today that i went through all the trouble of filling in all the boxes AND i even put in a picture, which i was so not going to do. oh well. bruno was right when he said it was like crack.
what else what else...... today was tooooo boring. i've been sitting here for hours, just wasting my life. lol. its almost 3 and i haven't even gotten dressed yet... wow what a lazy punk. i'm heading out to danielle's in a bit for a night of tv and a day of celebrity stalking.
so this morning as i was lying in bed just waking up, i had what is hopefully my final revelation in this process: fuck it. i'm so over it all. hopefully i'm putting the insanity of these past few months to rest today. all i can do is hope that one day my luck changes. haven't had that kind of luck in a long time now.
you know how i'm always trying to find people who will make me happy? yeah i'm done with that. this is the return of the me show.