how can i explain another daylight?

Apr 19, 2005 21:23

today was interesting, to say the least. i feel like my life was so boring and slow up until a few days ago and suddenly everything woke up and there's just ness going on everywhere i look. i'm actually so stress-free that i've been thinking about picking up where i left off with my last attempt at writing something worth reading.

things are sort of bad with some of my friends... i feel like there's so much i need to do for them b/c it's my turn to return all the amazingness they've always given me...

for example, coming home today and seeing Alli's IMs on the screen saying "i love you... just wanted to say that, that's all. bye" goddamn i love her lol. this is the kind of amazingness i need to start returning.... i've been the needy depressed friend for too long and now it's time to go back to being the shoulder again.

i'm so tired and it's only fricking 9.30... what is that about? today was fun, we shot some of jess's film, it went really well. tomorrow i have to drive in, which isn't so bad. man i gotta eat something. these eating habits must improve.

out like trout
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