20
ok so today is my birthday and that means i'm no longer a teenager... man oh man that means i've now entered...... my 20s....
scaaaaaaary thought.
these last few days have been toooooo fun. honestly, i sort of wasn't into the whole drug mood but i ended up smoking with casey and sara and amanda and had the most fun eeeeeeeevvvvvveeeeeeerrrr. it was literally the scariest night of my life and i don't remember the last time i laughed so hard or was fucked up that bad. i came home and could not walk straight, literally. i was stumbling around my house at 4 in the morning with all these preztels i was holding in my shirt and i was about to go up the stairs and i guess i forgot why i was holding on to my shirt so i let go and pretzels went everywhere it was hilarious. god damn that was a fun night. i hadn't been that silly in a lifetime.
so today was my birthday like i said, and i made all these plans to go out with sara and A and it didn't happen b/c i got in sort of late from doing the family stuff and ended up just too tired to dress nice and go out to do anything. oh, one hilarious tid-bit: my car smells like weed and we drove my car out to dinner tonight. lol. but no one said anything, even though it was sort of like the elephant in the corner.
tonight i am seriously considering dying my hair. i must. i may go cut my hair and then just go nuts and do it. just jump right on in. i just need a change. and i realize that last time i dyed my hair, it was right after a break up and now i sort of feel like i've been through a break up which is weird b/c i didn't. i dunno.... i just want a change. its a phase, it will pass... the blonde will be back eventually.
bye
scaaaaaaary thought.
these last few days have been toooooo fun. honestly, i sort of wasn't into the whole drug mood but i ended up smoking with casey and sara and amanda and had the most fun eeeeeeeevvvvvveeeeeeerrrr. it was literally the scariest night of my life and i don't remember the last time i laughed so hard or was fucked up that bad. i came home and could not walk straight, literally. i was stumbling around my house at 4 in the morning with all these preztels i was holding in my shirt and i was about to go up the stairs and i guess i forgot why i was holding on to my shirt so i let go and pretzels went everywhere it was hilarious. god damn that was a fun night. i hadn't been that silly in a lifetime.
so today was my birthday like i said, and i made all these plans to go out with sara and A and it didn't happen b/c i got in sort of late from doing the family stuff and ended up just too tired to dress nice and go out to do anything. oh, one hilarious tid-bit: my car smells like weed and we drove my car out to dinner tonight. lol. but no one said anything, even though it was sort of like the elephant in the corner.
tonight i am seriously considering dying my hair. i must. i may go cut my hair and then just go nuts and do it. just jump right on in. i just need a change. and i realize that last time i dyed my hair, it was right after a break up and now i sort of feel like i've been through a break up which is weird b/c i didn't. i dunno.... i just want a change. its a phase, it will pass... the blonde will be back eventually.
bye