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So the viewing is on Tuesday and the funeral is on Wednesday (Christmas eve). Argh.
Another obstacle is that this is taking place in Yuma which is almost 3 hrs away.
Time off when I go to attend and I'm not working on Christmas. And I made $0 today.
Being broke and trying really hard in an aggravating situation to make money...
At least I'm not sitting around feeling sorry for myself or being a bum.
Yet I'm still not getting anywhere. This doesn't make sense.
It's such a tragedy to loose a brother. I didn't realize how much we went through
and how much we grew together until I realized you're not here anymore. God,
this hollowed out piece of me is hard to let go and still... It's hard to believe
you're gone...
Another obstacle is that this is taking place in Yuma which is almost 3 hrs away.
Time off when I go to attend and I'm not working on Christmas. And I made $0 today.
Being broke and trying really hard in an aggravating situation to make money...
At least I'm not sitting around feeling sorry for myself or being a bum.
Yet I'm still not getting anywhere. This doesn't make sense.
It's such a tragedy to loose a brother. I didn't realize how much we went through
and how much we grew together until I realized you're not here anymore. God,
this hollowed out piece of me is hard to let go and still... It's hard to believe
you're gone...