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I'm probably in one of the most frustrating and mentality
Aggravating situations I have ever been in.
After striving for success on my semester finals, I'm hanging
By a thread to see the results. My acceptance into the
prestigous College of design and full ride scholarship
Deeply dependd on these first two semesters.
Work at victoria's secret has been sketchy as fuck, as always.
Nothing new there... But this new job doing commission with
Autoglass has been one of the leading causes of my downfall,
As well as discouragement. I'm stuck at a grimy carwash
Location that filed a chapt. 11 bankrutcy and glass guys are
Not welcomed on this side of town. Let's just say Its damn
good money but was most definitely recruited with the wrong
Company. Being a girl in this industry singles me out even
More. This is just bullshit and far beyond the word
"aggravating" (even with my optimistic persona.)
BUT SOMETHING THAT'S REALLY PUSHED ME TO ROCK BOTTOM was
LOSING JUAN GOMEZ. This is the third person I have lost
Dearl to me this year. His viewing and funeral
And viewing are tuesday and xmas eve... Right before
Xmas as well as my one year anniversary with Geoff.
I'm taking this hard. Really hard.
These blows most definitely have been taken to the chest.
I don't recall crying for consecutive days in a row since
I lost my grandfather in may...
I feel like a fucking idiot.
Aggravating situations I have ever been in.
After striving for success on my semester finals, I'm hanging
By a thread to see the results. My acceptance into the
prestigous College of design and full ride scholarship
Deeply dependd on these first two semesters.
Work at victoria's secret has been sketchy as fuck, as always.
Nothing new there... But this new job doing commission with
Autoglass has been one of the leading causes of my downfall,
As well as discouragement. I'm stuck at a grimy carwash
Location that filed a chapt. 11 bankrutcy and glass guys are
Not welcomed on this side of town. Let's just say Its damn
good money but was most definitely recruited with the wrong
Company. Being a girl in this industry singles me out even
More. This is just bullshit and far beyond the word
"aggravating" (even with my optimistic persona.)
BUT SOMETHING THAT'S REALLY PUSHED ME TO ROCK BOTTOM was
LOSING JUAN GOMEZ. This is the third person I have lost
Dearl to me this year. His viewing and funeral
And viewing are tuesday and xmas eve... Right before
Xmas as well as my one year anniversary with Geoff.
I'm taking this hard. Really hard.
These blows most definitely have been taken to the chest.
I don't recall crying for consecutive days in a row since
I lost my grandfather in may...
I feel like a fucking idiot.