Merry freakin christmas for the next 30 min!
Yes 30 more minutes left of Christmas 2005. I hope everyone got what they wanted from Stanta this year, and you spent time with the ones you love the most today!
Christmas day 2005:
My Christmas was alright, I mean I wasn't expecting the most amazing christmas this year. I kind of alredy knew what I was getting. Such as my car getting fixed. (Hahaha I finally have heat and winsheild wipers that work now!) I got some stuff that I wanted from Victora seacret, and a few gift cards for AE, Victora Secret, Bath and Body works..the usual. Then you know candy, chapstick, and junk in my stocking.
In a "bah-humbug mood":
You know, I don't know what's with me this year. Usually I'm super happy and excited about everyone coming home for the Holidays, and in the X-mas spirit. Though, this year that christmas spirit didn't reach me this year. I guess everything thats happend to me the past year really made me have this "Bah-humbug" adittude. Things are different now, I mean I know nothing ever stays the same and people move on but ahh I dunno I kinda miss the way things were. All of my friends have changed this year, and to tell you the truth it feels like I really don't know anyone anymore.
I've grown, they've grown:
I guess it's all part of that "Your now a grown-up face it" adittude that needs to start playing into effect now. 2005 was a bad year, and I think it has something to do with not being an even numbered year lol. I've lost some friends and gained some friends, (as well as boyfriends lol.) had some "words" with some people that I honestly wish never happend, Almost got kicked out of my house in the spring, got into debt big time, and some other bad stuff that happend but was just to minor to remember.
Conclusions:
So with all of that crappy adittude, I guess it's best for me to remember the good things that happend to me in 2005. I met 2 AMAZING guys this year, whom no matter what happend, speaking or not speaking they impacted my life greatly. (Who mind you I did wish both a merry christmas this year, even with all the crap that's happend) I got a promotion at my job, and now I absolutley LOVE it! (though I wish I could get a few more hours in there!) I've got my health, which is going to improve greatly now that starting on January 1st I will be participating in Weight watchers. (since 2005 made me fat, I'm telling you this year was bad luck for me!) I got my stuff in the mail the other day, so hopefully this year I will actually stick to a resolution. Plus I have my buddy Andrea doing it with me as well, so I'll have a little support! Plus, no matter how much they annoy me I have my family. So I guess 2005 wasn't that bad.
Well I'm out for now, I've wished EVERYONE (lol) a Merry christmas this year. SO take care and God Bless
-Amie