May 16, 2006 23:40
From April 5th
trust (trst) n. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.
honest (nst) adj.
Marked by or displaying integrity; upright
Not deceptive or fraudulent; genuine
lie2 (l) n.
A false statement deliberately presented as being true; a falsehood.
Something meant to deceive or give a wrong impression.
I am beginning to wonder if I'm the most naive person in the world or what. Do I have sucker written on my forehead? Because it seems like that. Or maybe I just wear my "Lie to me, I like it" sign on a daily basis. I just don't get it. I guess sometimes I just trust too much. I would have never thought I could be so blind to everything. I believe what I want I guess. But this time, its killing me. It's all I can think about. It makes me think about who and what to trust anymore. Like what else in my life is a lie? Who else is lying straight to my face? Can I just not tell? What is wrong with me? I just don't get it. I honestly can't take it. I can't even express in words how much this hurts me, even though it shouldn't, perhaps its just a nice little wake up call for me.
At least people can keep their promises. Or not. Wow, yet another form of disrespect and deception. Sweet.
Okay I'm done.