bittersweet
Because I write in my blog more and I want to sometimes elaborate in here, I'll just cut and paste then elaborate where need be... so from April 4th
Today I found out that we're burying my grandmother on April 29th, which also happens to be my mother's birthday. I honestly don't know how it's going to go. I know its going to be sad, but it will be kind of like more closure. Yesterday when Stacey and I took Elizabeth with us on a walk I almost took a little walk to my grandfather's and Joshua's gravestones, so she could know that she has a brother and what not, I know she's only three months old but she will know about him soon enough. It'll be a bittersweet day if she's there on the 29th because it's a goodbye to the most amazing grandmother in the world and more of a realization that Elizabeth is such a miracle and is soo beautiful and healthy and amazing. But for a little bit of time, my family will all be together...with the people I've been missing for 3 months, 3 years, and 11 years.
Okay so that was kind of sad eh? Hmm... other than that. The weather lately has been amazing and last week Stacey and I walked like 19 miles. It was pretty fabulous. Also I had a spontaneous lunch date with my hero Tara Marie on Saturday and that was wonderful. I hate that we have to catch up, but it's always so much fun. I miss her lots and lots. Other than that the weekend was random and fun, a lot of just hanging out, the relaxation I needed. Oh and when it rains it pours. Seriously, thats how it always happens to me. But I'll figure it out soon enough...hopefully. haha.
Have a fantastic week everyone!!!
Today I found out that we're burying my grandmother on April 29th, which also happens to be my mother's birthday. I honestly don't know how it's going to go. I know its going to be sad, but it will be kind of like more closure. Yesterday when Stacey and I took Elizabeth with us on a walk I almost took a little walk to my grandfather's and Joshua's gravestones, so she could know that she has a brother and what not, I know she's only three months old but she will know about him soon enough. It'll be a bittersweet day if she's there on the 29th because it's a goodbye to the most amazing grandmother in the world and more of a realization that Elizabeth is such a miracle and is soo beautiful and healthy and amazing. But for a little bit of time, my family will all be together...with the people I've been missing for 3 months, 3 years, and 11 years.
Okay so that was kind of sad eh? Hmm... other than that. The weather lately has been amazing and last week Stacey and I walked like 19 miles. It was pretty fabulous. Also I had a spontaneous lunch date with my hero Tara Marie on Saturday and that was wonderful. I hate that we have to catch up, but it's always so much fun. I miss her lots and lots. Other than that the weekend was random and fun, a lot of just hanging out, the relaxation I needed. Oh and when it rains it pours. Seriously, thats how it always happens to me. But I'll figure it out soon enough...hopefully. haha.
Have a fantastic week everyone!!!