Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
This song pretty much perfectly describes how I feel right now--
My eyes burn from these tears
You think you’d learn over these years
Good things won’t last forever
So what the am I supposed to do?
You only wanted the things that I couldn’t give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn’t there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn’t there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can’t expect you to stay forever with me
I live for the single moment
I take back everything i've said
You would those words on you lips
As if they meant anything
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don’t know if it’s worth me losing sleep over this
*Leave it to Matchbook Romance to write a song about how you're feeling.
All of these pressures,stress, and teenage emotions cannot live within one person. I have more than enough emotion for all of the emos out there-- I think I might just burst. No, I know this.. I can't go on like this or I'll explode. It's not humanly possible to do all of this. I don't think anyone truly understands this. I've been crying half of the night and can't stop.. I'm seriously having a nervous/mental breakdown and hyperventilating and it just won't stop. My life was incredible until about 6:15, too.
Help.