Just a Bit Lonely
I miss Adam.
I miss Zach.
I miss English 291 Intro to Creative Writing.
But most of all I miss having the sense of feeling normal. I miss the sense of knowing what I want out of life. And I miss feeling loved by someone other than my family. And being kissed and cuddled. I wish people would stop being lovey dovey on f-book. Despite my restfulness of being single, my enjoyment of it, I still feel slightly jealous and a little lonely that I don't have anyone to love over the holidays. I don't even have friends close by to hang out with. Not the friends that I've grown close to. But any friend I like would do. I miss all my friends and I want to hug them and hear about what they've been up to. Unfortunately this is not possible.
Finished decorating the tree a little bit ago. Joyfulness. My parents didn't even stay for the end of it, I had do the rest by myself 'cause my dad had to go to the doctor for a checkup. Lonely the life I gather.
And I need to stop listening to love songs. They should be considered cruel and unusual punishment for single and divorced people...and widows I guess.
Merry Christmas.
I miss Zach.
I miss English 291 Intro to Creative Writing.
But most of all I miss having the sense of feeling normal. I miss the sense of knowing what I want out of life. And I miss feeling loved by someone other than my family. And being kissed and cuddled. I wish people would stop being lovey dovey on f-book. Despite my restfulness of being single, my enjoyment of it, I still feel slightly jealous and a little lonely that I don't have anyone to love over the holidays. I don't even have friends close by to hang out with. Not the friends that I've grown close to. But any friend I like would do. I miss all my friends and I want to hug them and hear about what they've been up to. Unfortunately this is not possible.
Finished decorating the tree a little bit ago. Joyfulness. My parents didn't even stay for the end of it, I had do the rest by myself 'cause my dad had to go to the doctor for a checkup. Lonely the life I gather.
And I need to stop listening to love songs. They should be considered cruel and unusual punishment for single and divorced people...and widows I guess.
Merry Christmas.