October 19
Happy to say my mid-terms art till November. I was freaking that it would be next week. But it's still close. The class is going by so fast, worried that I wasn't learning what I need to remember. I'll just have to trust my teacher. He's Turk from Scrubs.
With Jacob's help I got the Chris room in to the play room and my room in to a real bed room. Now give my parents another 3 years and we might have to T.v. working... Why do I get this feeling I'll be moved out before that ever happens? I'm just happy I don't have to use such un-organized facilitates. I felt un-eased sleeping in my brother's room.
Saddly my mind have been chaseing it's tail on thoughts. To the point where it's effecting my sleeping habits and left eye. Fucking ass twitching. That's what started my earge to move things. I had to do something that would get my mind off of it. So happy that it's calmed down.
Speaking of Jacob... he left. Said because of personal issues. I wanted to say something that would make him feel better but I couldn't think of anything. I hate that, like leave an test question blank. Anything is better then nothing. More I thought of what he said the more I see there's a lot of little and big things going though his mind. Also I notice some moment where I was hard on him and I could have lighten up. Even talk to Mom (let's face it I know nothing about this "human feels", yep I'm one of those who can't read minds). I don't know what to think, only thing that comes to mind is let him have his space. I know I'd be piss if I wanted to be alone and people keep bugging me after I told them.
The weekend was nice. I went skating then spent the end of the day and beginning of the next helping mom and dad get the house ready for Thomas birthday party. It was 6pm when I notice I hadn't eaten all day, lucky food was already being set out. I had to run to the store for bags of ice 5 times. Chatted then hooked up the Wii cus there was a kid here. He's come over before, know me I never catch names. He could be 12. He know how to work the Smackdown VS RAW. One of the first game we had for it and we had no idea how it worked (no training demo). So I was amused getting to see the game. Everyone was asking where Jacob was so I did try calling him but no answer. Would have been fun having him here. There was three or four people left by 3am, one of them being his Dad. By that time we moved down stairs with the T.v. on low he played Mortal Kombat VS DC. By this time I was about to tell him how to turn things off and use the guest room but he said he was going to wake his Dad and was "in the zone" so I know my words would fall on deaf ears. I keep myself awake by bring down a note book and writing. After 4am his Dad came in and they went him. The others where dead asleep so I went to bed. The next morning everyone was beat. One or two people came over but we mostly keep the couch on the ground.
Welcome to the Holidays. That time of the year you don't want to deal with people.
With Jacob's help I got the Chris room in to the play room and my room in to a real bed room. Now give my parents another 3 years and we might have to T.v. working... Why do I get this feeling I'll be moved out before that ever happens? I'm just happy I don't have to use such un-organized facilitates. I felt un-eased sleeping in my brother's room.
Saddly my mind have been chaseing it's tail on thoughts. To the point where it's effecting my sleeping habits and left eye. Fucking ass twitching. That's what started my earge to move things. I had to do something that would get my mind off of it. So happy that it's calmed down.
Speaking of Jacob... he left. Said because of personal issues. I wanted to say something that would make him feel better but I couldn't think of anything. I hate that, like leave an test question blank. Anything is better then nothing. More I thought of what he said the more I see there's a lot of little and big things going though his mind. Also I notice some moment where I was hard on him and I could have lighten up. Even talk to Mom (let's face it I know nothing about this "human feels", yep I'm one of those who can't read minds). I don't know what to think, only thing that comes to mind is let him have his space. I know I'd be piss if I wanted to be alone and people keep bugging me after I told them.
The weekend was nice. I went skating then spent the end of the day and beginning of the next helping mom and dad get the house ready for Thomas birthday party. It was 6pm when I notice I hadn't eaten all day, lucky food was already being set out. I had to run to the store for bags of ice 5 times. Chatted then hooked up the Wii cus there was a kid here. He's come over before, know me I never catch names. He could be 12. He know how to work the Smackdown VS RAW. One of the first game we had for it and we had no idea how it worked (no training demo). So I was amused getting to see the game. Everyone was asking where Jacob was so I did try calling him but no answer. Would have been fun having him here. There was three or four people left by 3am, one of them being his Dad. By that time we moved down stairs with the T.v. on low he played Mortal Kombat VS DC. By this time I was about to tell him how to turn things off and use the guest room but he said he was going to wake his Dad and was "in the zone" so I know my words would fall on deaf ears. I keep myself awake by bring down a note book and writing. After 4am his Dad came in and they went him. The others where dead asleep so I went to bed. The next morning everyone was beat. One or two people came over but we mostly keep the couch on the ground.
Welcome to the Holidays. That time of the year you don't want to deal with people.