Things have gone to shit, not least of which is my mind. Matter of fact I have scheduled a counseling appointment for next week, because frankly, I am THISFUCKINGCLOSE to snapping my shit in a very bad and permanent way.
1) Computer at home is fucked. Damn thing crapped out on us over the weekend and I am now awaiting word as to how badly the degree of fuckery is. So this and any further updates are coming from the library, depending on when I can get there.
2) Some goddamn sonofabitch trespassed onto the far south end of our property at some point and killed two of my trees yesterday early morning, and they did it on purpose because both trees were broken off damn near at the stumps in a fairly clean fashion and left lying there. If I ever find out who did it, the farmland is getting some new fertilizer. No joke. YOU TOUCH MY SHIT YOU *DIE*.
3) Have started a fundraiser because money is becoming critical on several levels, what with these new expenses (computer will cost at least $150 - 200 to fix, and counseling sessions will run around $100 per session). If you want to donate, you can PayPal me ( amethyst dot hunter at gmail dot com ) or go here:
https://www.youcaring.com/beth-fuchs-430703 ANYTHING is greatly appreciated. I hate having to do this, but things being what they are, what else can I do?
So that's where we are and where we're going from there, God only knows.