Wrote a song...
Confused
Wish I, could stop this, and I, could be happy
But I know that, whilst you’re around
I can’t do anything at all
You, know that I’m scared
And you play on it so well
You, build me up to tear me down
You stand me up, and then throw me to the ground
I hate it, I don’t know what to do, and I’m so scared of you… Confused
I’m, so tired of this now
Wish that it wasn’t happening
Wish that I had the strength to pull you down
I am, sitting in this corner
Once again, the one I know so well
Confused…
The bruises, in time they all will fade
But only on the outside
The one’s you left in me, will be with me till the end
You know, how to cover up so well
You keep yourself looking swell, and I have to cover up, to everyone
I’m confused…
Over you, you told me once that I was your everything
I’m lost, over you, I don’t know who I am and I’m scared of all of them
I’m, so tired of this now
Wish that it wasn’t happening
Wish that I had the strength to pull you down
I am, sitting in this corner
Once Again, the one I know so well
Confused…
I am, I need help, but who am I supposed to turn to?
Not you, not anyone, not them, so I carry on alone again
You said that if I told a soul then you’d hunt me down and hurt me, hunt me down and kill me I’m confused…
What did I ever do? I’m sorry that I loved you, I’m sorry that I cared for you
I’m confused… I’m confused…