I'm Bored..
10 things I bet you didn't know about me:
1. I trigger my own anxiety attacks accidentally, every time I think about death.
2. I often think of my dad, and wish there was something I could have done differently.
3. I cry way too much, but not lately.
4. I take Zoloft for depression and panic attacks.
5. I'm allergic to the sun, which includes the tanner, too.
6. The only thing I miss about high school is marching band.
7. I wish I would have kept playing softball.
8. I like being in charge of stuff.
9. I don't like negative attention, even though it seems like I do.
10. I have 3 bedrooms right now, and actually have a bed in each of them.
9 things about my friends:
1. They can be bitchy.
2. I know they'll back me up when I need them.
3. They are freaking crazy.
4. Wayyyy too much drama.
5. We, as a group, talk way too much shit about each other.
6. They're pretty competetive.
7. Allison and I have been friends for 10 years.
8. I miss some of the friends I had last year.
9. They're all turning out to be pretty good people.
8 places you wish you were:
1. In Colorado at Stacy's house.
2. In Oklahoma at Tyler's house.
3. With my mom.
4. Back in my house when I was 10 and my brothers, dad, and mom still lived there.
5. Somewhere warm.
6. In bed.
7. At work.. I know, weird, right?
8. Back at Dustin's apartment when we had first met.
7 regrets you might have:
1. Not saving money when I was growing up.
2. Moving out and as a result, getting rid of my dog.
3. My big mouth.
4. Not trying harder in high school, so I wouldn't be at JCC.
5. Feeling embarrassed being with my grandpa in public before he died.
6. Not being awake when my dad left that night.
7. Actually, I don't really regret anything, these things are part of me and I can't change it.
6 songs that make you sad:
1. "Concrete Angel" Martina McBride
2. "There Goes My Life" Kenny Chesney
3. "Gods Will" Martina McBride
4. "The Little Man" Alan Jackson
5. "Perfect" Simple Plan
6. "Holes In The Floor Of Heaven" Steve Wariner
5 people who have made you cry:
1. Dad.
2. Dustin.
3. Kevin.
4. Allison.
5. Myself.
4 things that you want:
1. My old friendship with him.
2. To not have to worry about money.
3. To get a better job.
4. To live life a lot happier than I have.
3 lies you've heard:
1. "You're not fat"
2. "You can tell me anything"
3. "I love you"
2 things that you want to do...soon:
1. Get a better job.
2. Find someone that likes me for who I am.
1 reason for breathing:
1. If I don't breathe, my chest hurts, and I start turning red, and I just don't like that.