Feb 23, 2005 12:48
I'm at school right now, in the computer lab. I have class in 12 minutes, but I don't want to go. I'm still going to, but I really wish I didn't have to. It's such an easy class, and it doesn't challenge me at all, and I just hate it so much. I hate JCC, too. Oh well, I'll get over it. My dosage of Zoloft doubled today. That should be fun. I have to work tonight, too. I don't mind. I like work lately. Dusty was being really nice to me this morning. That was a nice start to my day. Plus, Allison and I didn't have our morning class today, so we got to sleep in. Not to mention, we didn't have to write our paper and do our test yet. I still don't want to go to class. I haven't been there since.. 2 weeks ago today. I didn't go at all last week, and then it got cancelled on Monday. All we do is watch movies and talk. 9 more minutes. I still have to walk over to the other building, but that only takes a minute. I took a nap yesterday. I like naps. The only problem is, it's really hard to sleep during the day at our apartment because everyone is so loud. We make an effort to be quiet when Dustin's sleeping, but when I'm sleeping, nobody really cares. Maybe I should sleep more at night.. then again, maybe if I had been in my own bed for the past 2 nights instead of someone else's, I would have slept more. It's not a big deal. I'm really apathetic about most things lately. Only once in the past week have I gotten really upset about something. I haven't cried in like 11 days, which is pretty surprising for me since I'm a big crybaby most of the time. Shit happens. Life goes on. I really don't want to go to class. 6 more minutes.. I hope we get out early. We usually do. At least That Girl is in there. True, I don't really like her, but it gives me someone to talk to at least. I wanted to go to Sociology today so I could talk to Corey. We didn't have class though. Ever since we started talking that one day, there have been 4 classes. Once he was absent, once me and Allison had to leave immediately after our test, once we got there, got a worksheet, and left, and then today we didn't have it. At this rate, I'm never going to get to talk to him. Again, no big deal. I just want to go home and sleep. I'm way tired. At least work is only 4 hours tonight. Ok, well there's 4 minutes left, so I think I'm going to head to my class now.