straight yanked from chelsea
BLAH BLAH BLAH
1. What is your middle name?
Mackenzie
2. Last person you kissed?
Brett
3. What are you listening to right now?
nothing at all
4. What are you eating right now?
again, nothing at all
5. What are you drinking right now?
wata ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ( a little help from missy)
6. Last person you hugged?
brett
7. How is the weather right now?
fucking cold
8. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Brett
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
How much hotter brett is. hahaha
10. Favorite type of Food?
mexican maybe?
11. Do you drink?
not alchi
12. Do you smoke?
ew
13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
no
14. Hair color?
brown and carmel
15. Eye color?
perrty blue
16. Do you wear contacts?
no, but I do where fake glasses sometimes
17. Favorite Holiday?
christmas
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
all the damn time
20. Last Movie you Watched?
christmas with the kranks
29. What books are you reading?
uhh.. some book about the black plaque
30. what do you have peirced?
6 ear piercin's and more tocome
31. Favorite movie?
BABE
32. Favorite basketball Team?
n/a
33.What were you doing before filling this out?
filling out another questionare quite like this.
34. Any pets?
no :(
35. AIM?
the amerikatie
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
plain with a smidge of salt and sugar
37. Dogs or cats?
dawgs
38. Favorite Flowers?
pretty ones
39.Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
who hasn't
41.Do you love someone?
BRETT<3<3
42. Who would you like to see right now?
Brett! and jill
43. Have u ever been bummed?
haahhahahaha um. no?
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yeah, through some bitches grill YO! .. no
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
makes my head hurt
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right
47. If you can be with someone right now, who would it be?
brett or jill
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
there are 5 on my bed
49. Are you missing someone?
mmhhmm
50. Do you have a Tattoo?
i wish
51. do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning?
no.. SLEEEEEP
52. are you in a relationship?
married.
enough of that. I'm sooo bored and have so much to talk about, but no patience to type it all.. strangley enough thats all i feel like doing. so here goes nothing.
I've been bummin so bad latley about the same old shirt that comes back to bother me every few months or so.. every time I get over it and everytime it sneaks back up. anyway.. this is gunna sound really gay.. but i was watching the sisterhood of the traveling pants the other day which is by the way a really good movie.. and i starting getting all emotional like most girls would because its a touching movie.. and then i got to thinking... I HAVE NO FRIENDS.. I mean obviouslly i have friends, I'm not some smelly loner that is destined to walk the earth doomed to meet no one.. but i don't have any life long best friends. Alright, alright, I correct myself, as of right now I have one and thats Jill. I met her in 7th grade and she's been there for me every second for 3 years and i wouldn't ask for another best friend. But once i started thinking, i got comsumed by it.. It really sucks. Like on luguna beach, yes, laguna beach... all these people have known each other for a long time and all have this group that has developed. All sorts of people have known the same people thier whole lives and have life long bonds and shit. I don'thave that with anyone.
ESPECIALLY at my school. At Brett's gradutaion i could tell all the friends were so sad to leave each other and so excited to spend all night with each other at all night grad... there are MAYBE 2 people in my grade that i would hang out with and one of them is my cousin. At my graduation I'm gunna be sitting in a mass of people who i have no attachment to and then go on with life.
THEN i realized how much my "high school career" is going to suck since I moved. Freshman was so fun i was involved and went to football games and was in marching band and all this shit... and now, i go to school, I come home and I hang out with my friends, whom I sometimes wonder if they are my "friends" because they are bretts friends.
I've been in a bad mood for like 2 weeks so I hope this helps me.. regaurdless if it makes any sense to anyone else or if any one else even reads it.
you know what else sucks. I HAD that life long friendship here... but for some reason i took advantage of it and let all the goodness of it slip away. Me and Jesse had a bond that i had only had with one other person, that person being jill. I don't know what i let that go so easily. I miss him so much, but he's in iowa now.. where he always wanted to be.... so i can only hope that he's really happy there. I miss him so much though. I think i could tell him stuff I couldn't even tell jill. jesse if you read this I am sincerly sorry, and i miss you so much..
BUT I CAN SAY that i have a BEST FRIEND and aBOYFRIEND all mixed together in brett. I love him so much.
my eyes hurt.
goodnight.