Little innocent Jill
Hello my peoples. I cut my hair and now I look twelve nice and innocent. You know how I said I was going to the movies on Sunday with my best friend well I lied I guess. Cause I asked him if we were still going , he asked if we could pospone it to another day. He had other plans with this girl name Ryan. it hurt and i told him to forget about it. He said that mondays and fridays are for his new girlfriend. Tuesday is his and Ryan's day. Thursday and Saturday he works all day. Sunday is his sleep day, so all there is left is wednesday. I am his best friend GOD DAMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No matter what girls he hooked up with broke up with and slept with, I was there. I have always been there. Why is it so hard for him to understand that I actually enjoy spending time with him. He hurts me so much. Is even worth for me to plan knowing I am going to get my hopes up? He does not understand. he plays that simple bull shit like I am going to always be free just because I do not have a boyfrienddd that is pure shit. He always made me feel good because he cared. I am not so sure I feel good any more. If your reading this my dearest Chuckels I am sorry the truth had to come out sometime. Anyways. I am a good mood. Remember to love me.