fantasies
in OWL today, we were supposed to "meditate" on a romantic, sexy fantasy. or something like that. beyond it being really strange and shan giggling the whole time, it really made me sad. cuz all i could think about was good memories with reese.
like homecoming along the sea wall.
and that day during the summer that he walked me home in the rain.
and a few nights ago that we spent at the park, freezing but in each others arms.
and on our year and a half anniversary when he made a copy of my key, slipped into my house and put rosepetals on my bed.
when he picked me up from dance on our year anniversary with this gorgeous rose.
this one time that i was over at his house, he took a shower, and he came into the room with just a towel around his waist- he has never looked sexier.
when he played guitar for me- blink style.
our first kiss.
when he told me "i love you" for the first time.
i miss all that.
we were listening to "stacy's mom" in shan's car and i imagine that if reese played in a band, they would play music similar to that. at least, thats what it made me think of.
like homecoming along the sea wall.
and that day during the summer that he walked me home in the rain.
and a few nights ago that we spent at the park, freezing but in each others arms.
and on our year and a half anniversary when he made a copy of my key, slipped into my house and put rosepetals on my bed.
when he picked me up from dance on our year anniversary with this gorgeous rose.
this one time that i was over at his house, he took a shower, and he came into the room with just a towel around his waist- he has never looked sexier.
when he played guitar for me- blink style.
our first kiss.
when he told me "i love you" for the first time.
i miss all that.
we were listening to "stacy's mom" in shan's car and i imagine that if reese played in a band, they would play music similar to that. at least, thats what it made me think of.