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americanaffair

I'm Right Here In Front Of You, And I Can't Stop Shaking

Oct 11, 2011 16:42

I have a million things to say and no one really listens anymore, so I'll spew it out here to make me feel less alone.

Forever is not forever. I was under an allusion that it was, but now I see. Forever is just awhile. Forever is just a fancy word to make someone feel bubbles in their chest and make happy bubble chemicals gush their stupid happy ( Read more... )

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aholelabledlove October 12 2011, 02:17:25 UTC

I love you. I miss you. I wish I could be there to make you feel better. I wish life wasn't such a pain in the ass. And I wish we were as close together as we look on a map.

americanaffair October 13 2011, 14:13:10 UTC

But we have a webcam date Friday night so I can see the babies c: I do too. I'll be able to come see you in a year though, but it's a year too long.

aholelabledlove October 14 2011, 02:33:32 UTC

Oh yea!! You'll get to see the babies!!!... Hmm... I'm going to be at my parents most of the day... I should bring the babies with me 'cuz no one will be home.

A year isn't that long!! A year is a lot sooner that I'll get to see some people!

americanaffair October 15 2011, 17:27:43 UTC

BABIES. Can we chat tonight?? I'll be awake and everything, pinky swear. c:

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bookxbutterfly October 12 2011, 15:47:55 UTC

ah, man. I can totally relate to this, especially earlier this year- story of my life.

things got better over time for me, I hope it'll be the same for you. :)

cheer up! ♥

americanaffair October 13 2011, 14:03:57 UTC

I'm glad you can. I just hate when there's a million things you want to scream at everyone, and there's no one there to just sit down and explain it all too. Because, firstly, no one to listen. Secondly, it can be so hard to explain in a way that makes perfect sense to someone that doesn't understand.

I'm glad they did for you, I feel a lot better now, I just have my bad moments as often as my better ones.

bookxbutterfly October 13 2011, 14:58:23 UTC

I know exactly what you mean. :) & sometimes when I don't feel like talking abou the problem, all I want is a friend to give me a hug & tell me that "things will be better in the end." it worked for me, so...

*BIIIIIG HUUUUUG* things will be better in the end!! :)

americanaffair October 15 2011, 17:28:36 UTC

Precisely. But people never do. Even when it's painfully obvious. *le sigh*

Thanks sweetheart :3

marnimoja October 31 2011, 19:31:24 UTC

Thanks for posting, I like this blog!

americanaffair November 2 2011, 14:10:31 UTC

Uh, thanks c: