Jul 18, 2006 23:14
im having a fucking panci attack for the second time since yesterday and i realize there is no one i can call.
he wont even tell me where he is.
but i cant say fuck you, im having a panic attack, because something is so important he cant pick up his phone all day.
i cant even cut. they'd only have more disdain for me than they do now.
i cant type anymore. i cant do anything.