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ok... first real update here in a while....
i'll paste in what i wrote in my IAM journal... and then add to it... here's the journal entry from iam...
ya know... i heard something last night that really really pisses me off.... only one person knows what exactly it is, and that's cuz they told me....
i don't know how someone could fucking make distort shit THAT much to make me out to be a horrible person...
i think spreading fucking LIES like that should earn you a stoning... don't you see how damaging a lie like that can be? not only to the other person's reputation, but sometimes, that can EASILY be a fatal blow to their self esteem... that's giving me a big fuck you, so you can seem like the better person....
you know what? fuck you... that's all i have to say to you...
i'm not going into specifics cuz it is someone on iam.... and i don't want to start a fight.... i just want this bullshit to be over and done with... fuck it... i'm tired of dealing with this person's shit...
hell i was even going to go up to bat for them... and i was going to put myself on the line.... and i found out shortly later that if i had... i would have gotten humiliated, because they couldn't listen to my instructions, despite the promises that were made...
if you think this is you... stop spreading fucking lies about me... especially since it's something that could be incredibly damaging to my personal life
now.... since this isn't IAM... i can say a bit more...
i have never fucking committed, or even attempted to commit an act as despicable as rape... don't fucking tell people that i tried to rape you... nothing like that ever fucking happened.... and somehow this got to someone i care about... and it could have fucked my relationship with that person.... so... to me, you are shit... you mean nothing to me... i really could care less if you suffer a painful death... you've caused me so much undue stress that i'm completely desensitized to your emo bullshit.... everything is something you need to whine about... and to try to cope with it.... you feel a need to insult people... and lie about them....
i told you so long ago that i wanted you out of my life... but your little fucking psycho ass can't comprehend that....
lets see what you have said long after we broke up....
"mike tries too hard to 'fit in'"
tell me one point where i ever did something in order to fit in.... i believe i spend most of my time secluding myself from most of the world
"then we went to indie net, we were like at the coner right near indie net and who do i see? MIKE...sick man, he wouldnt
stop calling" name removed "to brag about his little suspension thing, and being on the front page of bme, haha loser, i cant believe she told him we were going there, mikes such a dork"
ya... i was at indienet... what the fuck do you care? i kept calling her because her cell phone kept disconnecting... and i never mentioned my suspension or BME.... i was trying to figure out if you were going to give me problems if i went that night.... and she told me that she was going because she was my friend, and she wanted to see me...
"ever since i got up ive been watching this" "this" refers to the BME BBQ webcam "i saw mike twice, he looks like a moron. "
thank you
"ive never had to get over someone. hah..well one person *you* know who you are. but i broke up with him. [NO NOT YOU MIKE!]"
i'm not THAT vain
"ive relised Mike would go out with anybody if they would "make out" with him, fuck hed make out with anyone that would
make out with him! god that makes me sick, but at the same time i just pitty it and laugh...hahaha <---thats me laughing.
ha..."
wait... lets think about this for a second... when you wrote that... you had been with twice as many people as i had been with since we broke up.... and since then, you've been with a few people... i've been with two... one of which, i had been with previously.... and by the way, "been with" does NOT mean fucking
can't you see that you need to learn to back the fuck off? get the fuck out of my life... you're an obsessive little cunt and i'm tired of your shit.... i don't want to be friends with you, so stop asking me... i wish i had never met you... i'd probably be a lot better off if you never came into my life... so act like that's the case
i'll paste in what i wrote in my IAM journal... and then add to it... here's the journal entry from iam...
ya know... i heard something last night that really really pisses me off.... only one person knows what exactly it is, and that's cuz they told me....
i don't know how someone could fucking make distort shit THAT much to make me out to be a horrible person...
i think spreading fucking LIES like that should earn you a stoning... don't you see how damaging a lie like that can be? not only to the other person's reputation, but sometimes, that can EASILY be a fatal blow to their self esteem... that's giving me a big fuck you, so you can seem like the better person....
you know what? fuck you... that's all i have to say to you...
i'm not going into specifics cuz it is someone on iam.... and i don't want to start a fight.... i just want this bullshit to be over and done with... fuck it... i'm tired of dealing with this person's shit...
hell i was even going to go up to bat for them... and i was going to put myself on the line.... and i found out shortly later that if i had... i would have gotten humiliated, because they couldn't listen to my instructions, despite the promises that were made...
if you think this is you... stop spreading fucking lies about me... especially since it's something that could be incredibly damaging to my personal life
now.... since this isn't IAM... i can say a bit more...
i have never fucking committed, or even attempted to commit an act as despicable as rape... don't fucking tell people that i tried to rape you... nothing like that ever fucking happened.... and somehow this got to someone i care about... and it could have fucked my relationship with that person.... so... to me, you are shit... you mean nothing to me... i really could care less if you suffer a painful death... you've caused me so much undue stress that i'm completely desensitized to your emo bullshit.... everything is something you need to whine about... and to try to cope with it.... you feel a need to insult people... and lie about them....
i told you so long ago that i wanted you out of my life... but your little fucking psycho ass can't comprehend that....
lets see what you have said long after we broke up....
"mike tries too hard to 'fit in'"
tell me one point where i ever did something in order to fit in.... i believe i spend most of my time secluding myself from most of the world
"then we went to indie net, we were like at the coner right near indie net and who do i see? MIKE...sick man, he wouldnt
stop calling" name removed "to brag about his little suspension thing, and being on the front page of bme, haha loser, i cant believe she told him we were going there, mikes such a dork"
ya... i was at indienet... what the fuck do you care? i kept calling her because her cell phone kept disconnecting... and i never mentioned my suspension or BME.... i was trying to figure out if you were going to give me problems if i went that night.... and she told me that she was going because she was my friend, and she wanted to see me...
"ever since i got up ive been watching this" "this" refers to the BME BBQ webcam "i saw mike twice, he looks like a moron. "
thank you
"ive never had to get over someone. hah..well one person *you* know who you are. but i broke up with him. [NO NOT YOU MIKE!]"
i'm not THAT vain
"ive relised Mike would go out with anybody if they would "make out" with him, fuck hed make out with anyone that would
make out with him! god that makes me sick, but at the same time i just pitty it and laugh...hahaha <---thats me laughing.
ha..."
wait... lets think about this for a second... when you wrote that... you had been with twice as many people as i had been with since we broke up.... and since then, you've been with a few people... i've been with two... one of which, i had been with previously.... and by the way, "been with" does NOT mean fucking
can't you see that you need to learn to back the fuck off? get the fuck out of my life... you're an obsessive little cunt and i'm tired of your shit.... i don't want to be friends with you, so stop asking me... i wish i had never met you... i'd probably be a lot better off if you never came into my life... so act like that's the case