I have put on weight. My pants don't fit anymore and I want to cry. It's not like I've been shoving junk food into my face so I don't know what's up and I don't like it ( Read more... )

I think I miss the States. It's not like I don't love Japan, because I do, but there are so many things to get used to. I am getting tired of not being able to buy clothes that fit and always being taller than everyone I meet. And it's not like they actually look at me. It's more of a glare crossed with a sneer with a snicker thrown in. It's not ( Read more... )