I just got glass in my foot.
I don't actually have anything to say in this, I just figured I'd write in it since I haven't in months, nor have I even logged into livejournal since I moved to DuBois. At least...not that I remember. I don't know. Maybe I have.
Anyways, I'm going to a show tonight to see a couple 'really good' bands. One being the Calm Before, which means I get to see the oh-so-cute John Airhart, lead singer. Oh, if he didn't have a girlfriend. No, it doesn't matter, I'm too pussy to talk to anyone I don't know. Well, I sort of talked to him at the first show. Oh, and last night I gave my number to some random kid at the park. He called me, AND remembered my name. haha What are the odds? So maybe I will talk to John, what have I got to lose? Nothing, because I don't have anything. Never thought I'd be happy about that.
Speaking of losing thing, I've completely lost my sanity. We all knew it was coming. I didn't have a hold on much to begin with. I have horrible mood swing and have come into some habits which make me a hypocrite if I ever knew one. But aren't we all?
I'm scared of going on on my own, which means I haven't really been looking into any schools, which means I haven't filled out any applications, which means...I don't know what that means...I'll be living with my mother until I'm in my twenties? haha I'm so mean. Unless you didn't catch that... Inside joke, inside joke.
Speaking of applications, I have filled out a couple for jobs, even went in for an interview. No, I don't have a job. Assholes. I'm not good enough to work anywhere, yet the have a cross-eyed girl working at the pretzel place in the mall. What is that? I'm sorry, that was rude. I'm sure that girl is more capable than I am. I lied, my smoothie tasted like crap.
I'm going to go now. Shower time.
I want some freakin' chinese food. Fuck.
Anyways, I'm going to a show tonight to see a couple 'really good' bands. One being the Calm Before, which means I get to see the oh-so-cute John Airhart, lead singer. Oh, if he didn't have a girlfriend. No, it doesn't matter, I'm too pussy to talk to anyone I don't know. Well, I sort of talked to him at the first show. Oh, and last night I gave my number to some random kid at the park. He called me, AND remembered my name. haha What are the odds? So maybe I will talk to John, what have I got to lose? Nothing, because I don't have anything. Never thought I'd be happy about that.
Speaking of losing thing, I've completely lost my sanity. We all knew it was coming. I didn't have a hold on much to begin with. I have horrible mood swing and have come into some habits which make me a hypocrite if I ever knew one. But aren't we all?
I'm scared of going on on my own, which means I haven't really been looking into any schools, which means I haven't filled out any applications, which means...I don't know what that means...I'll be living with my mother until I'm in my twenties? haha I'm so mean. Unless you didn't catch that... Inside joke, inside joke.
Speaking of applications, I have filled out a couple for jobs, even went in for an interview. No, I don't have a job. Assholes. I'm not good enough to work anywhere, yet the have a cross-eyed girl working at the pretzel place in the mall. What is that? I'm sorry, that was rude. I'm sure that girl is more capable than I am. I lied, my smoothie tasted like crap.
I'm going to go now. Shower time.
I want some freakin' chinese food. Fuck.