I can't get comfortable!

[ameri_13]

so my mother and I got into it again today. She doesn't talk to me to see how I'm doing or appologize for what she's done, all she wants is money! she had cyndy ask for $1.50 so she could ride the bus. well I know she didn't ask for the money to actually ride the bus!! ohhhhhhhhh no! she did it so I would feel guilty for not giving her a ride and her having a hurt leg. Well her plan didn't work because I don't feel guilty because I know her true ways. I've said it so many times, I don't mind giving her rides to the doctor or court or for her medicine but not for stupid shit! she knows that but she just wants to act like a baby! I didn't let it get to me! so I've actually had an ok day. I'm still sick with this stupid cold, so I've been resting a lot. I get bored so easily inside so I go and sit outside a lot, it's very peaceful! I went and bought myself some chinese food and I couldn't eat it all cause I got sick to my stomach after like 5 bites. mmmm thats pretty much all I have. Lydia and Jimmy are taking Cyndy to her doctor in ALbuquerque for her leg tomorrow morning so I'm gonna be stuck here with my mother! I notice I call her mother and not mom, I guess mom is too loving to use at the moment. I think I'll go eat a popsicle.
Brandy

ohhh I have a joke: why do birds fly south for the winter?
answer: because it's too long to walk!
lol, it's so dumb it's funny!!!

PAUL: please come pick me up!!!! I miss you!

ugh the stupid little mouse is sleeping when I put calm! I'm not sleeping, I'm just calm!??!?!