Aug 18, 2005 16:43
I wonder how long it will take Paul to see this and realize that these people up here are finally come up to the 21st century with internet! I can finally have something to do up here rather than watch tv or take my mom places. I can't wait to move back to El Paso, I miss it soooo much!!! I never thought I would hear myself say that well actually whats even more shocking to hear myself say is I miss my grandma and her wierd ways. These people here have made me realize how civilized my grandma is. Don't get me wrong Lydia and Jimmy are trying to help me out as much as they can with my..."situation". I just can't be up here right now, I need to be where it's less stressful and I do need to be around Paul since he is a part of my situation. 4 more months!!! December 13 to 20!!! a perfect little Christmas present, hee hee!!!Hopefully I should be back down in El Paso by then. My mom and I should be moving back by October if all goes as planned. My mom just needs to finish seeing her doctor for her broken leg. Gosh! I saw the x rays of that thing and it's a huge piece of metal with screws and huge rod holding my mom's leg together. She can't fully walk on it without the help of a crutch but she's doing good, even the doctor has been surprised to see how well she is doing. For so many years she didn't act like a mother to me, but now that I need her she has helped me so much, I would be so lost without her. I never thought I would be able to get close to her like I have. A mother, daughter bond is really amazing, and I never realized it till now.
Brandy
a million miles away from civilation...