farewell...
Me and Paul got into a fight today, about...everything. I'm tired of him trying to tell me what to do and what not to do. Theres a fine line between being a good strong protective boyfriend and overprotective and overbearing and he crossed that line. I feel as if I have to answer to him for everything. I feel as if he's trying to be more of my
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i know your mad at me prolly the most you have ever been with me. brandy you are a beautiful person inside and out no matter what people say. today and last time were fights we both could have prevented yet we didnt and we fought. we are broken up by words yet i still feel attached to you by heart. i always will be attached to you. always. i was wrong in the sense that i was to over protective and trying to stay incontrol. i told you im not gonna say sorry just to say sorry and stop a fight i told myself that to. you know im just as confused as you are. i was wrong to hold you back in the corner and force you and all that but i didnt do it to hurt you i did it so i could get you to listen to me. sometimes i feel that is the only way you ever will listen to what i have to say. but what i did was wrong it was. about you always fucking up relationships this isnt a one sided thing brandy all blame cannot be focus on one side. a fight is both ways always no matter what.you know you saw you see what your doing wrong and you cant stop it well brandy you can and f you feel you cant by yourself then im here right next to you giving you the courage and the strength to change it if you really want to. im always here wether we be toghther or not bf and gf or not im always there. always one to help one to push one that cares deeply about a beautiful girl named brandy. brandy i would jump off a bridge for you. i know deep down inside you would to you just dont know it right now. as i told you i can never fix the fights and the problems never but i can try to forgive and move on and not make the same mistake again. im not the best boyfriend ever i never will be but i can be paul gomez a boy who loves you and a friend who will never leave you ever through thick or thin, dirt or mud, rain or snow because i love you and nothing will ever change that. EVER
Love Always and Forever,
Paul
p.s call me when your ready we need to finish talking or well talk when your ready
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