I don't want to end but I do...
High school is so annoying now! I want it to end so bad, I'm tired of getting up early and going to class and doing stupid work for everyone to copy off of. I wish I could just slack it but I need my grades to remain high. Looking back on this year, it went by super fast I wish I could go back and just slow it all down about 10 notches. Then I wish school wasn't ending so fast, I don't wanna have to live on my own and take that much responsibily. high school is easy because you have teachers doing everything for you except give the answers. I mean they give you your assignment, they tell you what to know and when to know it by, they tell you how to do things and they help you so much, I'm pretty sure in college it's totally different! UGH!! Sometimes I wish life could be like it was in the olden days when guys worked and the women stayed home, that seems so easy sometimes, but then I look at it and there is many more advantages to working on your own and earning your own education and money!
Well one act sucked! We worked our asses off and barely made it to district!! I think we did an awesome job and I think we should go to state, but judges think differently! UGH!! I still can't believe the outcome of friday's competition!! well it hurt that we didn't advance because it would have been a nice way to leave high school, but the thing that hurt the most was that was our last show with mr.m. That means no more of him yelling "LIGHTS, SOUND!!!!" "Where's my scissors?!" "JUSTIN!!!" lol, and of course no more "Don't suck!!" We all cried like little babies almost the whole night!!! Imagine how we are gonna be on graduation. speaking of graduation my mom and lydia and jimmy are most likely coming!! and my mom is supposably gonna give me $500, but I'll believe it when I see it!
things with Paul are good, they aren't great but they are good. They aren't great because I think we need to go out and have fun, like we did when we went to the swap meet or whatever it is! Me and him just need time to ourselves with no one around behind a closed door! lol j/k!! I love you Paul!! It's ok that everything isn't perfect because our love makes it great!!! It's wonderful how no matter how much we talk we never run out of things to say! Just another sign we are meant to be together forever!!! I love you Paul!!!! well I guess I'll go watch tv, I'm watching the super nanny and those kids are little brats, if they were my kids oh man I would slap the crap out of them. One kid pissed on the floor, all the kids flip their mother off, cuss at her, spit in her face and always throw fits! UGH!! how annoying!! when my kid is born (lol!!) I will not let him or her get carried away like that, me and Paul will take good care of our kids!!!well laters!
always,
Brandy
p.s. Paul I was thinking about shit head shananananana giving head to that guy in the produce and thats really groose, for all I know he could have cum all over the fruit!! nasty!!! ugh!!! yea I'm not eating vegetables and fruit from there anymore!! what a slut!!! I hope you become a stalker cause you would have more benefits!!
Well one act sucked! We worked our asses off and barely made it to district!! I think we did an awesome job and I think we should go to state, but judges think differently! UGH!! I still can't believe the outcome of friday's competition!! well it hurt that we didn't advance because it would have been a nice way to leave high school, but the thing that hurt the most was that was our last show with mr.m. That means no more of him yelling "LIGHTS, SOUND!!!!" "Where's my scissors?!" "JUSTIN!!!" lol, and of course no more "Don't suck!!" We all cried like little babies almost the whole night!!! Imagine how we are gonna be on graduation. speaking of graduation my mom and lydia and jimmy are most likely coming!! and my mom is supposably gonna give me $500, but I'll believe it when I see it!
things with Paul are good, they aren't great but they are good. They aren't great because I think we need to go out and have fun, like we did when we went to the swap meet or whatever it is! Me and him just need time to ourselves with no one around behind a closed door! lol j/k!! I love you Paul!! It's ok that everything isn't perfect because our love makes it great!!! It's wonderful how no matter how much we talk we never run out of things to say! Just another sign we are meant to be together forever!!! I love you Paul!!!! well I guess I'll go watch tv, I'm watching the super nanny and those kids are little brats, if they were my kids oh man I would slap the crap out of them. One kid pissed on the floor, all the kids flip their mother off, cuss at her, spit in her face and always throw fits! UGH!! how annoying!! when my kid is born (lol!!) I will not let him or her get carried away like that, me and Paul will take good care of our kids!!!well laters!
always,
Brandy
p.s. Paul I was thinking about shit head shananananana giving head to that guy in the produce and thats really groose, for all I know he could have cum all over the fruit!! nasty!!! ugh!!! yea I'm not eating vegetables and fruit from there anymore!! what a slut!!! I hope you become a stalker cause you would have more benefits!!