sad

[amerbegins]

Well. I broke up with Jer again. And i know you all probably aren't shocked or surprised but it sucks and its sad. It was sort of mutual this time though because I know that we tried hard. We love each other so much and we tried so hard to make it work and it didn't. so its time to move on. its time. it hurts so much. but i think this is the best choice. it just sucks going to bed alone after two years of sharing a bed almost every night.

i'll miss him. he's my best friend and i'll miss that. i hope we can get that back one day. i hope so much.