Last night was beautiful
Yesterday I helped my neighbor set up and co-ordinate her friend Ashley's wedding. It was AMAZING! There is something about weddings that just tug at my heart strings! I mean, I barely knew the couple that was getting married but did I cry? Of course I did. There was just so much happiness and love, and it's just hard to feel sad at a wedding.
Lisa and I drank lots of wine then we tore it up on the dance floor....oh man it was crazy! AND we freakin stood out cause she wore an orange dress and I wore a white one with cherries on it....hehe...how appropriate for a wedding.
But besides that part this wedding made me think about how fortunate I am to have so many people in my life that I love. I have spent so much time in the past putting up walls and isolating myself from people, and i know that that's no way to live.
A LIFE WITHOUT LOVE ISN'T WORTH LIVING
How true that statement is. 2004 has been a rough year...so much change, and negativity and sadness...This is the first time I've had a positive attitude and I'm so ready for everything that's coming my way. I know there's still some shit that is going to be awful coming my way, but I deserve it and I'm coming to terms with the consequenses of my actions. Life is too short to spend it trying to keep people out, and to be pessimistic. Everyday is beautiful and it's a gift. What we do with it is up to us, don't take things for granted.....and if you really want something...it's worth working for.
TO MY FRIENDS....you ladies are too amazing to put into words, we've had so many good times...and some not so good ones, but i just want you to know that i love you all soooooo much, and even though we can't spend as much time together as we'd like, you're in my heart everyday!
Lisa and I drank lots of wine then we tore it up on the dance floor....oh man it was crazy! AND we freakin stood out cause she wore an orange dress and I wore a white one with cherries on it....hehe...how appropriate for a wedding.
But besides that part this wedding made me think about how fortunate I am to have so many people in my life that I love. I have spent so much time in the past putting up walls and isolating myself from people, and i know that that's no way to live.
A LIFE WITHOUT LOVE ISN'T WORTH LIVING
How true that statement is. 2004 has been a rough year...so much change, and negativity and sadness...This is the first time I've had a positive attitude and I'm so ready for everything that's coming my way. I know there's still some shit that is going to be awful coming my way, but I deserve it and I'm coming to terms with the consequenses of my actions. Life is too short to spend it trying to keep people out, and to be pessimistic. Everyday is beautiful and it's a gift. What we do with it is up to us, don't take things for granted.....and if you really want something...it's worth working for.
TO MY FRIENDS....you ladies are too amazing to put into words, we've had so many good times...and some not so good ones, but i just want you to know that i love you all soooooo much, and even though we can't spend as much time together as we'd like, you're in my heart everyday!