just stay away
What the F*CK am I supposed to do now? All I want right now is for everyone to just get along for God sake. It's just not possible when there is drunk Dave who thinks he is having fun, and drunk Karri who thinks he's an asshole... (which he was) and they are both so close to me. Dave called her to apologize and she told him straight up that she never wants to hang out with him ever again. That's real great... now that anytime I hang out with him I will be looked down upon from my best friend. I am so smack dab in the middle of this shit that I just want to stay the f*ck away from everybody. I love both of them, and I know where each of them are coming from. Karri is right because yes, he was an asshole last night and he is an alcoholic. I understand Dave because he is just like my dad and that is the only way to deal with their feelings. It goes so much deeper than each of them think and I wish they could see that. Dave is in so much pain because he misses IN and he feels like he doesn't have any true friends out here. He has told me this... and it makes sense that he would drink his pain away. I understand alcoholics because I have the same personality type, which is why I can't just forget about him. If anything he needs me more right now, and I don't think Karri handled the situation all that well. He thought we were overreacting, but I think he's seeing it now. So they both are figuring things out... what about me?! I am worried about him.