lost
I am so lost right now. Last night was a rough night with people passing out and friends shouting at each other. I think that a lot of this depression is pms, but it's also because of Dave. I just think I would be fine not hanging out with him again... or even seeing him. I would just feel bad because a lot of his friends are feeling that way. This is the kind of relationship I would look at from afar and wonder why the girl would stay with him. I need to stay away from him. He says he would never hurt a fly, then what was last night... just a scare? I'm not the best with relationships, but I don't think I should ever be afraid of him. I'm so glad I am getting away from here for a week. I just wish I could leave now. Somehow I need to stay strong.