Year reporting.... already?

[ameban]

I haven't writen anything in ages, or at very least, I haven't writen anything related with my life events in such time. I have no real excuse, but being "lost" in mind and heart, and being very busy with other tasts (aka job research + Acupunture for healing my skin and neves) Those are big jobs if you think about them. I also 've had some

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[ameban]

Yeah, I think you told me about your nightmares sometime, and certainly I tend to drink some calming herbs tea before sleeping. I don't like the idea to taking such brebages per-system every night, but currently I cannot help. Anyway, nightmares are just a circunstance; the Acupunture is removing many things inside me, thus it's normal. And well, it helps a lot.

I also agree about the "job-matter". I notice my attitude was the same than yours, but eventually I calmed down and I realized "Okay, I cannot get something I don't believe... so I must believe in having a job" Let's try together and let's see how it works!

[ichiban_victory]

How interesting, I've never heard of acupuncture causing nightmares! I know when I have nightmares, I try to find some meaning in them. Sometimes they are complete ridiculousness, just chaos created from the events I went through in a day, but oftentimes I do find a hidden meaning. It seems once I understand that meaning, I don't have that kind of nightmare again.

Good luck with finding a job. I'm getting to that point as well, where it's been long enough that I question whether I even have "what it takes" to work in whatever place I am applying to. Something has to come up eventually!

By the way, I forgot to tell you, but I sent a package to you. I don't know when it will arrive, but I'm hoping before St. Valentine's Day.

[ameban]

Yes, I know about your dreams and how you try to annalize them. You're doing well trying to find out their meaning because dreams are just trying to tell something about us that we cannot see clearly. I can see why you don't suffer them anymore after finding out their meaning

[ichiban_victory]

That does make sense that working out pains and such through acupuncture would cause your dreams to be impacted. Aside from getting "messages" and the like from an outside source, dreams are a way to let the subconscious work through very real issues. I find it rather fascinating.

(The only hints I'll give, which are pretty big, are that I've wanted to send him to you for a long time, and he's someone else trying to "cure" a skin condition. Although I think he has it much worse off than you, so in that you can count your blessings! Sadly, I didn't give him fangs, for which I apologize.) ^_-

[loremaula]

A ver si las agujas van a estar untadas en alguna sustancia. XDD
Ya he dejado la taza encargada. El jueves que viene la recojo.

[ameban]

Es que son agujas cutres que se doblan con nada XD.
Nah, es normal. Como te reajusta el sistema nervioso, las cosas que tengas "guardadas" salen de alguna manera, y en mi caso es teniendo esas pesadillas.

Muchas gracias! Tengo curiosidad por verla acabada :D

[naphtaliphoenix]

Hey...neat about trying out the acupuncture, sorry to hear it seems to be really rough on you, though. :\ I feel like I've heard similar sort of stories from other alternative medicine remedies. Makes me want to recommend either Bach's Rescue Remedy or Bach's Star of Bethlehem for the nightmares and stuff. I used to use the Rescue Remedy to help me sleep (I don't anymore, now that I'm out of it). I use the Star of Bethlehem essence every now and then when I feel distressed or unwell. The Star of Bethlehem essence is a component of the Rescue Remedy.

Of course, if you're feeling overwhelmed with suggestions, I totally understand. ^_^;;

And what you said about not being able to see yourself at a job reminds me of my mom and my dad and the power of positive thinking. Of course, I'm not sure if the jobs you've been interviewed have sounded good or not, but being positive about who you are and your skills and that you are a good hire can help a lot.

*hugs hugs hugs*

[ameban]

Thank you so much! And thank you for the cake-gif you sent me a while back, too.

I'ive hear about Blach's flowers, but I had no idea about the "Rescue Remedy"... I had to look on the wikypedia in order to find out what were those. ^_^U Now, I get the picture.
I agree with you about alternative medicines, I also think many diseases are caused by psycosomatic reasons rather than just physic reasons. Many medics are learning how powerful is our mental situation and feelings...
I know part of the healing procedure is that, positive thinking.
Anyway, when I started with this, my "medic" just used the healing procedure she thought it was the best for me and she choiced Accuputure. In other cases, I guess she would choice Bach's flowers... It makes sense for me; the "medicines" are different for every disease.
Anyway, the problem is the accupunture is making come to light many dark things buried in my mind, and they appear as bad dreams and hard time trying to sleep. Currently I just take some relaxing herbs for this.

[naphtaliphoenix]

I hope the herbs are working well for you. :) I know I used to have this really great bedtime time awhile back, put me to sleep wonderfully.