Year reporting.... already?
I haven't writen anything in ages, or at very least, I haven't writen anything related with my life events in such time. I have no real excuse, but being "lost" in mind and heart, and being very busy with other tasts (aka job research + Acupunture for healing my skin and neves) Those are big jobs if you think about them. I also 've had some meetings here and there with different people almost every week except on weekends.
But I haven't done anything except a couple of pics as B-day presents for two different people. Here:
This is my b.day pic present for ichiban_victory :
(Clik for the full version)
And this little pic is my b.day present for my ex-work companion (of course it's a pun!)
I am very happy they both liked these!
I'm doing many job interviews, but saddly I've lost my pen-drive... or at least I cannot find it. It's troublesome. However I haven't found any job yet. I'm thinking that perhaps the reason is in me: for some reason, I'm unable to think on myself, to "Seeing" myself ... working. And if you are unable to see yourself in this or that place, then it's because you don't believe in yourself being able to be there. So the first step is precisely that, trying to find a good job scenario for me.
I also am suffering some side effects due the Acupunture's procedures. At first, I went two days per week to heal me, and actually it worked all right! But I also felt overhelmed by energy for at least two days after every season, till eventually I was calmed down. Now, even if I can see the effects on my body (and not on my skin, but also other little diseases and inconvenences), I also suffere a side effect: I suffere nightmares almost every night... In fact the only night I had a pleasant dream was just two weeks ago from today (the night of 7-8 January) and it's kind of umpleasant because even if I know the meaning of those nightmores, they are disturbing.
Perhaps Acupunture is not the reason, but I feel it's related someway because it's obvious it affects on the Nervous system, and well, let's say it revives some umpleasant events deep inside the mind. I already was warned about that, which I guess it's part of the healing procedure.
Of course people is free to questionate these thoughts. It's a comon believe thinking alternative medicines are just a fake, or at least not as good as traditional medicine.
SO yeah, I have many tasks ahead: finding a job (of course), rebulding my domain (I'm going to delete many subwebs), and finishing some pics for kokumi009 , among others.
I've sufferent other important problems these days... but that's another story.
But I haven't done anything except a couple of pics as B-day presents for two different people. Here:
This is my b.day pic present for ichiban_victory :
(Clik for the full version)
And this little pic is my b.day present for my ex-work companion (of course it's a pun!)
I am very happy they both liked these!
I'm doing many job interviews, but saddly I've lost my pen-drive... or at least I cannot find it. It's troublesome. However I haven't found any job yet. I'm thinking that perhaps the reason is in me: for some reason, I'm unable to think on myself, to "Seeing" myself ... working. And if you are unable to see yourself in this or that place, then it's because you don't believe in yourself being able to be there. So the first step is precisely that, trying to find a good job scenario for me.
I also am suffering some side effects due the Acupunture's procedures. At first, I went two days per week to heal me, and actually it worked all right! But I also felt overhelmed by energy for at least two days after every season, till eventually I was calmed down. Now, even if I can see the effects on my body (and not on my skin, but also other little diseases and inconvenences), I also suffere a side effect: I suffere nightmares almost every night... In fact the only night I had a pleasant dream was just two weeks ago from today (the night of 7-8 January) and it's kind of umpleasant because even if I know the meaning of those nightmores, they are disturbing.
Perhaps Acupunture is not the reason, but I feel it's related someway because it's obvious it affects on the Nervous system, and well, let's say it revives some umpleasant events deep inside the mind. I already was warned about that, which I guess it's part of the healing procedure.
Of course people is free to questionate these thoughts. It's a comon believe thinking alternative medicines are just a fake, or at least not as good as traditional medicine.
SO yeah, I have many tasks ahead: finding a job (of course), rebulding my domain (I'm going to delete many subwebs), and finishing some pics for kokumi009 , among others.
I've sufferent other important problems these days... but that's another story.