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I cannot express how much I do not want to go to work... I screwed up on ordering, and different components I need for a single sandwich are all coming in on different days. Which is why I'm going in late today, and REALLY early tomorrow. I have only one day off this week... and I have to go to a wedding an hour away. Then it's back to work for two days, off on Wednesday, and start training for my new job on Thursday. Then I won't have another day off until the following Friday. I'm just... exhausted. And sick. Let's not forget sick. And I got the boyfriend sick, so while I'm working too much I'm trying to take care of him as much as I can, too. Hung out with a friend last night even though I'm not feeling well, because I don't get to see her often and she was willing to just hang with me at my house. I love her but... she is a horrible pessimist, and sometimes it's just an effort to smile and chat instead of shaking her hard. On some level I understand a lot of her problem is the chemistry in her brain. It's not her fault that she's depressed the way she is. But I can't always be the counterbalance. Sometimes I don't want to listen to her benign problems and seem sympathetic. Sometimes I want to talk about *my* benign problems. So, you know... rant on LJ. But other than stupid work BS, things are good. Going back down to California, hopefully with the boyfriend, for Thanksgiving. We had talked about it originally being in Vegas, and he was definitely going to come with me, but I warned him last night that CA would be a lot crazier, because my parents are split now *officially* and there would be time spent with each of them separately, plus friends I would want to see. So I gave him an out, because at just under four months he shouldn't be pressured to deal with the crazy yet.