Errrr...
Such a long, difficult week. Work has just been insane and not fun, and this asshole kid that's been working for us has decided in our last couple of weeks that he just doesn't give a shit, and comes up with bullshit reasons why he's late and then doesn't show up. So of course more work falls on me. But today the BF and I went to the zoo and it pretty awesome. We spent like, 6 hours there. Then we came home and he wanted to randomly write a song together... I was pretty reticent to do anything other than transcribe and suggest a line or two, but he kind of kept pushing to have me write some, so I wrote some and he laughed and while, normally, I shrug stuff like that off I was just really upset by it tonight. I don't know... I found out about a half hour later that I just started my period, which probably accounts for being ultra sensitive. But I rarely find myself on the verge of crying from something like that, and I was definitely fighting it for a while and then he felt bad, which just causes awkwardness... I think we recovered well, though. We didn't just ignore it, and I outright told him that he hit a sore spot, and it's just another thing we've learned about each other. But the rest of the evening was not quite as normal as usual... we cuddled, and when I went to leave it seemed a little strange. But I honestly didn't want to bring it up and dissect the whole exchange. It doesn't seem worth it. So, I think after we sleep on it, it won't feel like a big deal. I also think as soon as my hormones get under control it'll be *much* less sensitive subject for me. On an unrelated note, I bought a pair of rollerblades online today! I'm really excited, and can't wait until they come in the mail. These will be my first pair since I was 11! Anyway, sorry for the rant-style post. It's just the way my mind is working tonight.