Rock n' Roll Girl Come Outside Tonight
"Do you wanna run away together? I'd say it was your best line ever."
Well Nikk and I are fighting again. Oh well we lasted a whole 6 and half days this time. Yup I'm pretty sure our friendship is over. He's ending it.
I'm pretty sure I've drifted away from everyone but Crystal.
Whatever. I just can't wait to get out of this city.
I'm sick of all these people. I think I really won't miss that many people.
Maybe two.
Who knows.
I'm pretty sure I'm back to where I was in 9th grade.
Yeah that place again. Depressed to the point where I can't even function.
NO ONE FUCKING GETS IT!!!
I'm really fucked up right now.
I mean I'm not okay at all!
I'm depressed, and pissed off, and scared, and just so messed up at the moment I can't even function.
I want Nikk out of my life for good. I want him to stop fucking things up for me.
I want all the of the people who make me upset out of my life.
I'm done with the stress.
I want to get away. I want to go away. I can't do this anymore.
I can't can't can't can't can't can't.
Everyone thinks I'm just being over dramatic or a bitch. I'm scared. Scared to death about my mom. I want her to be okay. But she won't be. She probably never will be. And I'm worried one day a social worker will come to school and I'll find out she killed herself while my dad was out working on taxes.
I'm scared someone else is gonna get murdered. If they can do it to Wanda then who else can they do it to?
It's not getting any better it's getting worse and I can't talk to anyone about it. Everyone's trying so hard to get away from me.
God if people could only see me now.
Well Nikk and I are fighting again. Oh well we lasted a whole 6 and half days this time. Yup I'm pretty sure our friendship is over. He's ending it.
I'm pretty sure I've drifted away from everyone but Crystal.
Whatever. I just can't wait to get out of this city.
I'm sick of all these people. I think I really won't miss that many people.
Maybe two.
Who knows.
I'm pretty sure I'm back to where I was in 9th grade.
Yeah that place again. Depressed to the point where I can't even function.
NO ONE FUCKING GETS IT!!!
I'm really fucked up right now.
I mean I'm not okay at all!
I'm depressed, and pissed off, and scared, and just so messed up at the moment I can't even function.
I want Nikk out of my life for good. I want him to stop fucking things up for me.
I want all the of the people who make me upset out of my life.
I'm done with the stress.
I want to get away. I want to go away. I can't do this anymore.
I can't can't can't can't can't can't.
Everyone thinks I'm just being over dramatic or a bitch. I'm scared. Scared to death about my mom. I want her to be okay. But she won't be. She probably never will be. And I'm worried one day a social worker will come to school and I'll find out she killed herself while my dad was out working on taxes.
I'm scared someone else is gonna get murdered. If they can do it to Wanda then who else can they do it to?
It's not getting any better it's getting worse and I can't talk to anyone about it. Everyone's trying so hard to get away from me.
God if people could only see me now.