No Man is an Island... but I can try
Life would be so much goddamn easier if I were a hermit with no connections to anyone. I know it sounds unhealthy, but if you don't care, you don't care. I so desperately want to not care.
Why can't I make everyone happy again? Or, if not again, at least a little... once... for a little while. I used to be good at solving problems. But now the problems are grayer than the winter weather, and there's no clear right or wrong, and no compromise can be reached. Once, just once, I'd like to not be in the middle of a situation, but I'm also afraid I somewhat put myself in them. Stuck between a rock and a hard place would be a nice way out right now; I'm stuck between a rock and a chunk of the same rock.
Life sucks at the moment. And I can't wait to drink my brains out tomorrow night. Alone. I don't want to make a decision about New Year's. I don't care. Party A or Option B - I don't really feel like either at the moment. I don't feel like celebrating a new year. What is there to celebrate when everyone's acting like a jackass?
I feel like solitude. I feel like shit. I just want to encase myself in a cocoon while I count down the days until April.
Why can't I make everyone happy again? Or, if not again, at least a little... once... for a little while. I used to be good at solving problems. But now the problems are grayer than the winter weather, and there's no clear right or wrong, and no compromise can be reached. Once, just once, I'd like to not be in the middle of a situation, but I'm also afraid I somewhat put myself in them. Stuck between a rock and a hard place would be a nice way out right now; I'm stuck between a rock and a chunk of the same rock.
Life sucks at the moment. And I can't wait to drink my brains out tomorrow night. Alone. I don't want to make a decision about New Year's. I don't care. Party A or Option B - I don't really feel like either at the moment. I don't feel like celebrating a new year. What is there to celebrate when everyone's acting like a jackass?
I feel like solitude. I feel like shit. I just want to encase myself in a cocoon while I count down the days until April.