boyfriend
I kinda want a boyfriend now. I've never really wanted one that badly before (and I still don't want one that badly now), but recently I've been thinking about it a lot more. Maybe it's cause I'm jealous. Yeah, I think I'm a little jealous. Or at least something along that line... My brother has a girlfriend and he spends a lot of time with her, so I don't get to hang out with him as much as I used to, so I feel left out a lot of the time (it gets really awkward when my family + my brother's girlfriend go somewhere, cause then there's my mom and my dad, my brother and his girlfriend, and them just me). I remember watching a movie or reading a book or something where the little sister of the main guy character was really angry at the main girl character for being there and I thought the little sister was silly, but now I kinda understand. I never really thought about it before, though... and he's had girlfriends before. Oh well. Maybe I'm just a lot more bored when I go home now cause none of my friends are at here when I'm home. Oh well. I'll get used to it. =D