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I'd forgotten how much I like posting in here. Maybe I'll post more often...
I miss friends. I miss being around my friends.. I miss being able to just hang out whenever I feel like it.. I miss being able to go next door or upstairs and just cube randomly... I never realized this before, but I really like being around people. In middle school and high school I thought the opposite.. I was shy and normally didn't really stay around people that much. I thought of myself as a loner.. and I thought I could survive perfectly well without other people. Well, I guess I did do that back then... I didn't really hang out with people that much.. and I was doing okay on my own, but I wasn't very happy... and then I went to college and there were people everywhere! And I got really happy. So now I know what I'm missing when I'm not with friends.. =( I need to make more effort to hang out with my friends during the summer. In college, it's really easy, cause we live on top of each other pretty much... but during the summer it's different. I can't go to the next room to hang out with someone.. Even my brother isn't staying here this summer, so it's even more lonely... And when I see adults.. like parents and stuff.. it doesn't seem like they hang out with their old friends.. they have their families and jobs and stuff.. it kinda makes me sad. Will I stop hanging out with my friends when I grow up? Will I lose all of my friends? I hope not... I like having friends. I wonder when that transition happens though... when adults stop hanging out with their friends. Is it abrupt or a more gradual thing? Meh, I don't know enough about people. Maybe I should have spent more time in middle school and high school around them.
I miss friends. I miss being around my friends.. I miss being able to just hang out whenever I feel like it.. I miss being able to go next door or upstairs and just cube randomly... I never realized this before, but I really like being around people. In middle school and high school I thought the opposite.. I was shy and normally didn't really stay around people that much. I thought of myself as a loner.. and I thought I could survive perfectly well without other people. Well, I guess I did do that back then... I didn't really hang out with people that much.. and I was doing okay on my own, but I wasn't very happy... and then I went to college and there were people everywhere! And I got really happy. So now I know what I'm missing when I'm not with friends.. =( I need to make more effort to hang out with my friends during the summer. In college, it's really easy, cause we live on top of each other pretty much... but during the summer it's different. I can't go to the next room to hang out with someone.. Even my brother isn't staying here this summer, so it's even more lonely... And when I see adults.. like parents and stuff.. it doesn't seem like they hang out with their old friends.. they have their families and jobs and stuff.. it kinda makes me sad. Will I stop hanging out with my friends when I grow up? Will I lose all of my friends? I hope not... I like having friends. I wonder when that transition happens though... when adults stop hanging out with their friends. Is it abrupt or a more gradual thing? Meh, I don't know enough about people. Maybe I should have spent more time in middle school and high school around them.