Hershey's: unchanged since 1899. Ambie: not so much.
I've changed a lot from college. For one thing, I take longer showers. I also go to sleep later. And I don't stress much... at least for this term I didn't.
But seriously, I have changed.. at least on the outside it appears that I've changed. Although no one knows it, because people at college don't know how I was before.. and then I'm like two different people because I can't act the same around people at college as people at home. Strange how that works.. I don't feel like explaining things that make me say random things.. so I just don't say them. Anyway. I don't know if I was like this before, but now people see me as always happy. They keep telling me that I'm really happy and stuff.. and I didn't really notice that.. but then I thought about it, and I realized that yeah, I have been happy most of this term. Maybe it's the lack of stress.. or maybe it's just being around people that makes me happy.. I don't know. But did I always seem happy around people before? In high school.. I know I wasn't always happy then, but I know I did try to be happy when I was around my friends and stuff. But I would be sad sometimes cause I couldn't help it. But maybe I just haven't been around the college people long enough for them to see that part of me. Or maybe I have changed...? I don't know. But hopefully I'm being genuine in my happiness.. And I hope they don't think I'm just silly. Cause I am serious when I need to be.. but it's just more fun to be happy and random, don't you think?
Oh, another thing. I took a Myers-Briggs test the other day.. before that, a couple of my friends were talking about it, and they were trying to guess my personality type. I had never taken a test for it, but I remember looking at characteristics of the types.. There's Introvert vs. Extrovert, Sensing vs. Intuition, Thinking vs. Feeling, and Judging vs. Perceiving. I remember thinking I was something like introvert, sensing, feeling, perceiving before, I think. But anyway, my friends were guessing my type, and they said ESFP.. and both of them agreed that I was definitely an extrovert. I didn't know why.. they said it was obvious. Anyway, I took a couple of tests and got ISFP on both of them.. then I took another one and got INFP. So yeah, I'm still an introvert. But I guess outwardly it appears that I'm an extrovert.. probably because I'm random and loud. But that's just how I am around people I know.. or when I don't know what to do. And now that it's expected of me to be like that.. it's like I have to. Kinda strange how that works.. But I know I'm still shy around certain people. I don't really talk to people I don't know. I don't initiate conversations much. I don't say people's names much.. I don't really talk directly to a person much.. that's why I'm bad at remembering names. For some reason, I get uncomfortable when talking to a person. But I want to talk to people.. I like actually talking to people.. but I can't do it when I'm actually in the position to talk to people. Grr. Right now all I can do is be loud and hope people will talk to me, I suppose. If people talk to me, then I'm kinda forced to talk to them! Yay.
Uhh.. this got kinda sidetracked. I'm just typing out my stream of consciousness.. it helps me think, I suppose. And then I can read back on this later and remember what I wanted to do and stuff. Anyway, if you're reading this, then please try to help me talk more. Actually talk. Thanks. And sorry for the long entry. I got carried away.
But seriously, I have changed.. at least on the outside it appears that I've changed. Although no one knows it, because people at college don't know how I was before.. and then I'm like two different people because I can't act the same around people at college as people at home. Strange how that works.. I don't feel like explaining things that make me say random things.. so I just don't say them. Anyway. I don't know if I was like this before, but now people see me as always happy. They keep telling me that I'm really happy and stuff.. and I didn't really notice that.. but then I thought about it, and I realized that yeah, I have been happy most of this term. Maybe it's the lack of stress.. or maybe it's just being around people that makes me happy.. I don't know. But did I always seem happy around people before? In high school.. I know I wasn't always happy then, but I know I did try to be happy when I was around my friends and stuff. But I would be sad sometimes cause I couldn't help it. But maybe I just haven't been around the college people long enough for them to see that part of me. Or maybe I have changed...? I don't know. But hopefully I'm being genuine in my happiness.. And I hope they don't think I'm just silly. Cause I am serious when I need to be.. but it's just more fun to be happy and random, don't you think?
Oh, another thing. I took a Myers-Briggs test the other day.. before that, a couple of my friends were talking about it, and they were trying to guess my personality type. I had never taken a test for it, but I remember looking at characteristics of the types.. There's Introvert vs. Extrovert, Sensing vs. Intuition, Thinking vs. Feeling, and Judging vs. Perceiving. I remember thinking I was something like introvert, sensing, feeling, perceiving before, I think. But anyway, my friends were guessing my type, and they said ESFP.. and both of them agreed that I was definitely an extrovert. I didn't know why.. they said it was obvious. Anyway, I took a couple of tests and got ISFP on both of them.. then I took another one and got INFP. So yeah, I'm still an introvert. But I guess outwardly it appears that I'm an extrovert.. probably because I'm random and loud. But that's just how I am around people I know.. or when I don't know what to do. And now that it's expected of me to be like that.. it's like I have to. Kinda strange how that works.. But I know I'm still shy around certain people. I don't really talk to people I don't know. I don't initiate conversations much. I don't say people's names much.. I don't really talk directly to a person much.. that's why I'm bad at remembering names. For some reason, I get uncomfortable when talking to a person. But I want to talk to people.. I like actually talking to people.. but I can't do it when I'm actually in the position to talk to people. Grr. Right now all I can do is be loud and hope people will talk to me, I suppose. If people talk to me, then I'm kinda forced to talk to them! Yay.
Uhh.. this got kinda sidetracked. I'm just typing out my stream of consciousness.. it helps me think, I suppose. And then I can read back on this later and remember what I wanted to do and stuff. Anyway, if you're reading this, then please try to help me talk more. Actually talk. Thanks. And sorry for the long entry. I got carried away.