they wanted to enclose me in a bubble, a nice serilized one...
I am so sick right now. it is just not possible for me to be too happy. I dont mean to sound like a drag, but totally...i am just feeling reaaallly under the weather at the moment. I hope to get better before saturday evening, because i want to hang out with abby...especially since i havent seen her in about forever. I am truly excited to hang out. Well there is a show at Rays on the 16th. FrameforAlexandra is playing. Woot-woot. Holler. I love the boys who play in that band. they are all so genuine, and just sweet. you can tell. Want to hear something sad but funny. My mom is following me around the house wiping everything i touch down with an alcohol swipe. Yesss, just what i wanted...people to treat me like i have an incurable disease. Right now my brother is playing at his first football game and I am missing it. Why do I have to suck soo badly at life right now? I am going to have to make up so much work tomorrow at school. this is the second time i have missed this week. i feel like hell. I have to admitt, grudingly, that my illness is relieving. which is a good thing, but i mean, everytime i realise i am getting better it seems like immediately it gets worse...i dont know. pitty pitty pitty. I hope the boy who sits behind me in health chokes. he obviously never learned how to cover his mouth when he coughs, because he is the one who got me sick. what a bastard. he deserves to be smacked.
i am dying!!!!! awfulness...
i am dying!!!!! awfulness...