From the <3
I know I just updated but I can't sleep. I have been doing a lot of thinking today. Mostly about Jason and I and a little bit about talking to Meghan last night.
Jason: I haven't told him this but, he gets me, and let me explain. I have always been told I am "hard to read" and feel like people have a hard time understanding me or seeing where I come from. Jason always knows my intentions or my feelings. I am not saying it's one of those cute things that couples say such as my significant other always knows what I am going to say or what I am thinking. I think he understands me. I haven't decided if that is a good thing or not yet. I mean of course it is, it's great...in the long run but I am not sure how it makes me feel. Kinda exposed I guess. Not that I have anything to hide. I just don't like being "read." I am not sure how to present what I am trying to say. I know he takes the time like I don't think anyone else has bothered doing. Because we have known each other for a short time he is eager to dig deep and figure out who I am and where I came from and that is flattering to me.
Meghan: I love that I can always call Meghan and no matter how long it's been since we last talked we can pick up right where we left off and make each other laugh. I am so thankful for her. It made me want to move back just so I can hang out because I don't have a friend like that here. It sounds so cheesy but I guess it just made me kind of home sick for the first time. Then we talked about where we were a year ago. That was comical, embarassing, and relieving.
I feel better that is off of my chest now maybe I can get some sleep.
Jason: I haven't told him this but, he gets me, and let me explain. I have always been told I am "hard to read" and feel like people have a hard time understanding me or seeing where I come from. Jason always knows my intentions or my feelings. I am not saying it's one of those cute things that couples say such as my significant other always knows what I am going to say or what I am thinking. I think he understands me. I haven't decided if that is a good thing or not yet. I mean of course it is, it's great...in the long run but I am not sure how it makes me feel. Kinda exposed I guess. Not that I have anything to hide. I just don't like being "read." I am not sure how to present what I am trying to say. I know he takes the time like I don't think anyone else has bothered doing. Because we have known each other for a short time he is eager to dig deep and figure out who I am and where I came from and that is flattering to me.
Meghan: I love that I can always call Meghan and no matter how long it's been since we last talked we can pick up right where we left off and make each other laugh. I am so thankful for her. It made me want to move back just so I can hang out because I don't have a friend like that here. It sounds so cheesy but I guess it just made me kind of home sick for the first time. Then we talked about where we were a year ago. That was comical, embarassing, and relieving.
I feel better that is off of my chest now maybe I can get some sleep.