in the final days
i'm feeling very much like the cynical bitch today. i didn't sleep much, but i'm not all that tired. sam cat gave me a rude awakening at 6am when he bit my toes.
today is the last day of psychology and german until finals. i got my shakespeare paper back - 92! i was ecstatic. shelburne thought that i should consider making my paper topic into an independant study at some point. i also got my stylistic analysis back. the expected B, the only possible grade in a Strange class.
i am so ready to get out of school. almost everyone that i talk to irritates me. and i think my suitemates hate me and purposely try to get under my skin. their rediculously selfish. i just need to get out of this social context for a while. in that sense i'm looking foward to going home. i don't think it will be that bad. my sisters are always on the move and i'll be working nearly full time. plus - free food and visiting with mom and dad.
the summer will go by fast. i've already got a couple of vacations planned that i'm looking foward to, and a few projects i want to work on.
i saw jamie and his wife at best buy last night. hes doing well with his new job. he told us all about it and try to get mark to follow in his footsteps. mark refuses to take the easy way out, but that is one of the things that draws me to him. plus, if he took it, he would be there and i would be here and neither one of us would be all that happy about the situation.
i bought Love Actually and David Bowie's Reality CD last night. the concert is on friday and it stands as my light at the end of the tunnel.
i will be in better cheer soon, i just need something real.
-JB
today is the last day of psychology and german until finals. i got my shakespeare paper back - 92! i was ecstatic. shelburne thought that i should consider making my paper topic into an independant study at some point. i also got my stylistic analysis back. the expected B, the only possible grade in a Strange class.
i am so ready to get out of school. almost everyone that i talk to irritates me. and i think my suitemates hate me and purposely try to get under my skin. their rediculously selfish. i just need to get out of this social context for a while. in that sense i'm looking foward to going home. i don't think it will be that bad. my sisters are always on the move and i'll be working nearly full time. plus - free food and visiting with mom and dad.
the summer will go by fast. i've already got a couple of vacations planned that i'm looking foward to, and a few projects i want to work on.
i saw jamie and his wife at best buy last night. hes doing well with his new job. he told us all about it and try to get mark to follow in his footsteps. mark refuses to take the easy way out, but that is one of the things that draws me to him. plus, if he took it, he would be there and i would be here and neither one of us would be all that happy about the situation.
i bought Love Actually and David Bowie's Reality CD last night. the concert is on friday and it stands as my light at the end of the tunnel.
i will be in better cheer soon, i just need something real.
-JB